Unbelievably Impossible (Fillechen ft. ALE)

Chapter 46: Alive

AN: Sorry po talaga sa matatagal na updates, sobrang as in sobrang busy talaga namin sa school. Minsan nga nate-tempt akong mag-absent sa sobrang pagod eh.

So sana po naiintindihan niyo po ang medyo matagalan na updates ko.

So here is chapter 46 po! :D

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Fille's POV

It was like, a dream and then reality at the same time.

And if it really was a dream, I just wished that someone wake me up from my misery.

And then I heard her voice again, and that's when I knew in my heart that's real. She's okay, everything will be okay again.

"Hey." She voiced out, making me shed my tears as realization hit me.

"Oh Gretchen." I cried and held her hands as I lightly hugged her, making sure not to hurt her as I caressed her bruised face.

I just looked at her face with tears streaming down my face, I smiled through my tears as I saw how she weakly smiled at me.

"You're awake, you scared me." I said through my cries as I quiver.

She really did scare the living hell out of me, Gretchen meant so much more than just love to me. Gretchen was a part of me, something was already written inside my heart. And if I did lose her, I don't know if this life would be even worth living anymore.

Seeing her eyes again, seeing her smile again, hearing her voice, it woken up all spark inside of me. I was alive again.

She weakly raised her right hand and reached for my face.

And I immediately felt the warmth and security of her presence. A warmth that I had came to know.

I closed my eyes and touched her hand to feel her presence more, I miss this.

I miss her.

"You scared me." I said again, and I opened up my eyes to meet hers.

Pinahiran niya ang mga luha ko at ngumiti, tsaka hinawakan ang mga kamay ko.

"Please stop crying." She whispered, wiping my tears away. I held her hands.

"You scared me, I tho-thought you weren't going to make it. While you were in coma, hindi ko kinakaya ang paglipas ng oras. Parang pakiramdam ko onti-onti ka ring nawawala. Gretch alam kong hindi naging maganda ang huli nating pagkikita, alam kong nasaktan tayo. Alam kong natatakot ka pa rin sa mga maaaring mangyari, pero Gretch let's give this a chance. Kasi hindi ko kakayanin kapag nawala ka na ulit, please let's just forget about everything in this world and let's just worry about them later. Gretch, mahal na mahal kita." I said, pouring my heart out.

"I know you're scared, I'm scared too, pero together let's face our fears Gretch. Alam kong mahihirapan tayo, pero Gretch, don't you think mas lalo lang tayong mahihirapan kapag hinayaan na lang natin ang mga bagay bagay na mapunta sa wala. Alam kogn maraming chances na maaring hindi mag-work, pero marami din ang chances nab aka mag-work. Ano Gretch, would you take my hand and risk it all with me?" I said with a hopeful heart and hopeful eyes.

And then my namoung katahimikan, at namayani sa puso ko ang pangamba at pag-aalala. Natatakot ako na baka masaktan ako sa panglawang beses.

'God please help her find peace and light. Help her, see things in her own perspective sa present situation at hindi sa past.'

I prayed while looking deeply into her eyes.

And then she broke a smile and squeezed my hands. A worried look is still plastered to my face.