silent sun

no i don't remember

TW: vomit

"you just change, alright?" he sat the clothes next to her.

without thinking, she took her jumper off right there in front of him.

"woah," he said, pulling his eyes off her boobs, that sat so perfectly in her pink bra.

he turned around, giving her the privacy she deserved, even though he really didn't want to.

"i'm all done," she sniffled, holding her vomit clothes out.

"here, hand me those." he said as he turned to her.

he took the clothes, and made his way to the door, off to find a house elf.

"just stay here, i'll be right back." he said as he twisted the door knob.

she crawled around in his bed, feeling warm and cozy in his clothes.

she felt her self gag again, and immediately rushed to Ron's bathroom.

she fell over the toilet, and continued to throw up as her hair fell into her face.

but there was nothing she could do, i mean she only had one arm at the moment which was holding her up.

"Audrey, where'd you go?" he called out as he walked into his dorm.

"in here," she yelled, before returning to the current activity.

"oh bloody hell," he said as he walked into the bathroom, falling next to her to hold her hair.

"i'm so sorry," she whimpered, as the tears and vomit came.

"oh it's okay rey," he said, one hand holding her hair in a pony, one rubbing her back.

she finally stopped puking, and laid against the bathroom wall.

"i brought you this," he said, reaching to the corner.

he handed her a glass of water, that she chugged in less then ten seconds.

"thanks Ron," she coughed out. "your such a good friend, i don't deserve you."

his heart stung at that word, friend.

he didn't want to be her damn friend.

he got a cloth, running in uber the sink water.

"you got sick in your hair," he said, as he attempted to clean it off with the cloth.

"i love you Ronnie," she said, her cheeks red.

he knew they didn't mean it in the same way, but just to hear those words, it gave him hope.

"i love you reu," he smiled, throwing the dirty cloth into the sink.

he then helped her stand, and brought her to his bed, tucking her in.

"can i sleep here?" she muttered, grabbing onto his pillow.

"yeah, you can."

but that wasn't the story Ron told her, instead he said. "you uh, threw up on your clothes so i gave you those, and then you kinda just passed out in my bed," he smiled, "don't worry, i slept on the floor."

"thanks Ron, your a really good friend." she said, she didn't understand the pain that was really causing him.

"anytime," he said, "but seriously go get changed, we're gonna be late."

"okay okay fine," she smiled, making her way into the bathroom.

she quickly realized her makeup from the night before was gone, but they're was no way she had taken it off.

she quickly changed into her robes, tying her tie around her neck tightly.

"Ron," she said as she walked out of the bathroom, "did you take my makeup off?"

"um yeah," he said, sitting on his bed in front of her. "i know ginny hates it when she falls asleep with her makeup on, and i didn't want you to be mad when you woke up this morning."

"i think your my best friend Ron." she smiled, making her way to the door.

"so you really don't remember last night?" he asked, pushing up off his bed.

Audrey knew exactly what he was asking, he wanted to know if she remembered his confession.

which, she did.

"no, i don't remember." she said, twisting the door knob. "i'm gonna go borrow ginny's brush, i'll be right back then we can go to class."

she practically ran to ginny's dorm, desperate to talk to her.

she flung the door open, finding ginny laying in bed.

"ginny," she coughed, "Ron told me he fancies me last night."

she took ginny's hairbrush without asking, running it through her hair quickly.

"are you kidding me?" she jumped out of bed, "i owe Fred 10 gallons!"

"what?" she asked in confusion.

"last night, he say your quote 'fuck vibes' and bet me you'd hook up." she shrugged.

"well, then you won." Audrey explained, "we didn't hook up,"

"well, what happened then?" she asked, brows knitted together. "i know you slept there last night,"

"yeah can we not spread that around, you know, my boyfriend." Audrey still had no idea about they're fight the night before.

"right, so what happened?" she asked again.

Audrey explained the conversation to her quickly, she knew she needed to get back to Ron soon.

"is that really a confession?" she asked.

"i thought so," she muttered, "is it not?"

"i mean, he may have meant that he seriously just didn't wanna be friends anymore." she shrugged.

"yeah, but then we almost kissed." Audrey explained.

"well that changes everything!" she smiled, "yeah he totally wants to shag you."

"i have to go, i'm gonna be so late." she sighed, rushing to the door.

"alright, bye girl." she said, crawling back into bed.

"aren't you coming?" she asked, looking back at her.

"nope, free period."