silent sun

the fuck?

they stood in the bathroom, just staring at each other.

"you know," myrtle squeaked as she flew around the two. "if you want to fuck, i'll turn around."

"unless, you want me to watch." she winked, making Ron want to throw up.

"fuck of," he scoffed, taking Audrey's hand and leading her out of the bathroom.

they knew that lunch had just gotten over, and everyone would be in the corridors, watching them, but they didn't care, maybe ginny was right, maybe he did love her.

"the fuck?" padma said, eyes on they're interlocked hands.

"pay up boys," harry smiled, bringing Ron and Audrey to the twins attention.

"bloody hell," Ron sighed, his pace quickening.

"ickle Ronniekins," George said, trying to walk with them.

"finally did it, huh?" Fred teases, trying to hide that he was truly happy for his little brother.

"fuck off, both of you." he said, even though he was smiling.

they walked away, trying not to ruin things for Ron.

they finally made it to Gryffindor common room, which was also packed.

suddenly Audrey wished they had class.

dean and lavender were sitting on the couch together, and she was clearly flirting with him.

but for some reason he didn't look happy, his eyes were bloodshot, and his face was swollen, almost if he had been crying.

but when he saw Audrey and Ron walking through his common room holding hands, well then he just wanted to kill him.

"dean?" lavender asked, feeling that the attention wasn't on her anymore.

but he didn't answer, he just watched Ron and Audrey go up to his dorm, giggling they're heads off.

Ron twisted the knob, pushing it open.

he closed in quickly, locking it behind him.

he was so over all the interruptions.

and they were immediately back to the his bed.

he grabbed her legs, pulling her onto his lap.

he held her neck as he kissed her, making her melt into the earth.

she used one hand to cup his face, and the other on his neck.

he slide his hands down to her waist, pulling her closer.

she was sitting on his clothed crouch at this point, and she knew what he wanted.

he kept on kissing her, he truly didn't think anything was better then this.

he moved down to her neck, placing light kisses there.

"Ron," she whispered, not wanting to lead him on. "I'm on my period."

he stopped kissing to look her in the eyes, leaving his hands on her waist.

"is your stomach hurting?" he asked, a look of concern all over his face. "do you need me to go get you something?"

Audrey felt so much relief in this moment, he wasn't trying to have sex with her.

"no, i'm fine." she smiled, pausing to kiss his cheek. "i just thought you were wanting to, you know."

"oh," he laughed a bit, his cheeks bright red. "Audrey last night, was my first kiss."

Audrey tried to not show her shock, but she really didn't know this.

"oh my gosh," she said, "i'm so sorry i just left you afterwards."

"it's okay, i know why you did." he said, his baby blue eyes looking into hers.

"doesn't mean it was right," she said honestly.

they didn't say anything for a moment, letting the silence consume them.

Audrey was counting his freckles in her head, she loved them so much.

"can i ask you something?" he asked, pulling her out of her thoughts.

she nodded in response, and waited.

"was the kiss, bad?" he asked, she could practically hear his embarrassment. "like, could you tell it was my first kiss?"

"you know, i couldn't," she smiled, running her hand through his hair. "it was a really good kiss, Ronnie."

"oh thank godric," he sighed, "i stayed up all night wondering if that's why you ran out."

"oh my goodness no," she said, holding his face with both hands now. "your an amazing kisser."

he blushed at the compliment, and really the entire situation.

"so, your really not trying to have sex?" she asked, looking down to his dick, which felt like a rock.

"oh fuck," he laughed, trying to hide his face. "i'm sorry about that."

"don't be," she smiled, making the butterflies in his stomach so flips again.

"no, i am not trying to have sex with you right now." he laughed, cheeks redder then his hair. "that is just from the kissing, it'll go away on its own."

"i must be a damn good kisser then," she laughed, now that they were talking about it, it was starting to go down.

"oh you are," he said, making her blush.

"but Audrey," he said, looking up at her. "you know if i was trying to have sex, you could always just tell me no, i won't be mad."

this was so refreshing after dean, she was loving all of it.

"you promise?" she asked, her stomach full of butterflies.

"i promise," he nodded, "i only want to do things like that if you do, it'd be weird if i didn't."

she wrapped her arms around her neck, and laid against him, feeling so much comfort and love.

he slid one of his hands off her waist, and up to her head, stroking her hair lightly.

"do you wanna lay down, and maybe just take a nap?" he asked, as she listened to his heartbeat.

she nodding, as he slid her off and got them both under the covers.

he laid flat on his back, and she laid on her side, hand and head on his chest.

he wrapped his arms around her, finally getting to hold the girl of his dreams.

A/N: i hate when people write stories like this and then the FIRST time they kissed they're having sex like four seconds later, like hello why are we skipping all the buildup.