I wanted to be the one you hold in from to everyone
I wanted to b the one you kiss when your friends are around
I wanted to exist when others are around
I wanted to be the one you look for in a crowded room
I wanted to be the girl who has a smile on her face because she has someone who loves her
Instead
I am the girl who has to see it all backfire
The girl who who had to watch you choose someone else
I am the girl who had to lay in bed wondering why i was never the one
I am the girl who went home, locked herself in her bathroom and let the tears stream down her face
I am the girl who fell for someone who once again
Didn't catch her
It kills me
When i remember how you said i was too much
When you said it was all myself
When you left me and took back every good think you said to me
I wanted it to be me
I wanted to be that girl
