Obsession

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Obsession is an idea or thought that continually preoccupies or intrudes on a person's mind

And that is the only way I feel
I either obsess or I don't care
Which is probably why when someone said
" are they playing hard to get
Or are you playing hard to get ride of"
I stuck me
Hit me
Demolished me

Got me rethinking everything
Turned my world upside down

Because what if
What if they never liked me
Just wanted to appease me
to try and get ride of me

Because all I do is obsess
Worm my way into their lives
Take every morsel of attention
Then turn it around in my head
To where
Attention become affection

Make false worlds in my head
So detailed
My heart starts to believe

So maybe
What if
No one truly loved me

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