Time heals all
Or so I hear
But for me
Time feels like the greatest pain
Days are feeling empty
Void of you
I thought I was done
I was settled
I planned my future to be with you
Nothing else mattered
But you left
You just needed me to make yourself feel better
Feel better about how you've treated others
Feel better about your faults
You took my love and ran away with it
Now I'm stuck here
Stuck between hating you and loving you
But forced to continue on living without you
Ruined by you
You ruined the concept of love
Ruined affection
Ruined my believe in anyone
I can't believe words that others now say
I can't believe that they will stay
I can't believe that they won't leave the same way you did
I can't believe they like me
I can't believe when they say they love me
Because you promised so much
And all you gave me was heartbreak and more issues that what I came to you with
I told you my past
You took it as a check list
I told you ways to hurt me
You added more
I told you I loved you
You turned your back
Now I'm stuck
Trying to move on
Trying to move towards a better future
But still grasping into the past
Still holding on
Even though I don't want to
Even though doing so brings so much pain
I can't let you go
I can't let that dream die
I don't know how
I don't know how to turn away the way you did
I wish you could teach me how to move on
How to let go
So I to could move on
From loving a ghost
