Lost In Her Eyes | Book 3 |

35

Chaerin's POV

Why would he kiss me again!?

What should I do?

I can hear my heart screaming for his name. It's beating so so so loud. Damn. What did he do to me? Why would he kiss me? For what? I don't understand.

After him kissing me INTENTIONALLY, I didn't talk and just finished what I was gonna do and didn't come out of my room after. I mean what am I supposed to tell him? "THANKS FOR THE KISS. LOVED IT"?!!! It's already crazy enough with that kiss this morning. Why would he add more reason for me to be crazy even more?

Shit.

I am just glad that Minho and I are not really in a relationship or else this would be cheating. But... Felix is engaged with someone else. We're still cheating on someone.

It's already our third day here in Haneuldo and I haven't had enough sleep. Felix made me go crazy for that kiss. Currently, some residents are preparing the tables and everything here in the front yard of Felix's rest house. 

Breakfast and lunch with Felix was more quiet than yesterday- No. I was the only one quiet and he is talking the whole time we were eating. He is trying his best to entertain me but my mind is all about that kiss. 

I can't even look into his eyes... I kissed him back! Of course, I would be shy. It looked like I loved the kiss! It's so embarrassing to even think about.

"Chaerin?" Yunho called

"Hey."

"Wait. Should I call you your highness-" Yunho

"No. Just call me Chaerin. That's enough."

He nodded and smiled, "Anyway, I was hoping if you would like to come down? Felix is buying something with my Father. I just thought you would be bored here waiting."

"It's fine though-"

"I really think you should come down at least. Don't worry. They are all nice and excited to talk to you again." Yunho said

"Oh okay. Sure!"

We both came down and there are some people already sitting and waiting. I was so shy that I have to hide behind Yunho to avoid their stare. Are they mad at me?

"Your highness!" someone called me

"Oh no! I'm Chaerin. You can call me Chaerin. I'm more comfortable with that."

"You belong to a royal family. Of course we should call you by your title." she smiled at me

I just smiled as I am really shy.

There are a lot of foods and alcohol prepared on one table. They even brought out a karaoke machine, and some elderly are singing already. Some are dancing to the song. They look like they are all having so much fun.

"Are you okay?" Yunho asked as he sat beside me

"Yes. Where's Felix?"

"He is on his way home. Are you overwhelmed with the people?" he asked me

"I'm just really shy. I'm not used to this kind of event. Also, I have a lot of things in mind right now."

"Like what?" Yunho

"I know you already know that I asked Felix to take me with him. It's one of the reasons. Another is me being in an arranged marriage... and him getting married to someone else."

"Him? You mean Felix?" Yunho asked

I nodded.

"What's the matter? Do you like him?" he asked

"No- I don't know. I mean I liked him before and I tried so hard to get rid of the feelings but here I am. Back to zero. I thought I forgot about him completely, but fuck. I am back."

"So, you like him now? What's stopping you?" he asked

"Our family. Our title."

"Chaerin, you and Felix like each other and that is enough to fight for what you guys wanted to happen. If you're happy with each other, then be with each other. After all, it's your happiness that matters." Yunho said

I sighed.

"As someone who knew Felix ever since he was young, I know Felix would fight for you. He wouldn't let this fight go to waste. If he wanted to, he would. If you're scared to fight, then don't. Let Felix fight for you." Yunho

"It's not easy though. If we are gonna go against our parents, then the fight will be like us versus those who are powerful. That's crazy."

"Felix will fight for you. I assure you." he smiled

"What's with the long face, your highness?" Chief asked me as soon as he saw me

I looked behind him and found Felix carrying some plastic bags. He smiled at me as soon as his eyes met mine. After he put the plastic bags on the table, he went straight towards me.

"You okay?" he asked

I nodded, "Yeah. Yunho kept me company while you were away."

He raised his eyebrow.

"Chill. I was just talking to her about you. Don't worry I praised you a lot." Yunho laughed at him

"As you should." Felix said and sat on my other side

Why am I nervous now that he is near me?

"Are you hungry?" Felix whispered to me

"No. Thank you. I'm gonna gain weight because of you."

He laughed.

"What did you buy?"

"We bought ice cream. I thought you wanted one." he whispered to my ears

Fuck. His voice sounds so sexy.

And it's more sexier that he thought of me and what I like.