𝚑𝚎𝚢𝚢❤️ 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐...
~ the art of romanticizing life, melancholy and to put it simple: deep thoughts ~
...𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝.
Over quite some time I gathered a little coll...
I'm so in love, with all the melancholic poetry which is why I always try to find my next little tragedy.
but I wanna write something less sad once and for all - I try to allow myself to just be, maybe I don't need to always fly or fall...
I allow myself to eat, without needing to feel so guilty (I split my cookie, but this time the bigger half is the one I give to NOT you but me - sorry)
and I allow myself to sleep and keep my thoughts for tomorrow, 'cause I don't need to drown myself in so much sorrow just for the sake of poetry - maybe I can try my hand at writing something happier instead.
I still allow myself to feel everything so deeply, as I always do (I don't know any different way) but I'll allow myself to let go too and even if it's hard and it's tough this has got to be enough - for now.
I might not always feel so seen as I wished I could be - but I know they still love me and they're just people as well, as you can tell.
so I allow myself to heal and to see that that doesn't kill my mystery (I can still be so much - maybe even more...)
maybe I don't need to be chasing after melancholy, in fact I know it will always follow me - it's still within me (always) and in the times between? I will be happy and I will be free...
and it just feels like for the first time I really start to see that I don't need to be so much tragedy - in order just to be something...
(I am already something).
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could this maybe be a new chapter of some hopeful poetry following? :) let's find out...
I still have some more of my usual melancholic/ sadder stuff in my drafts that I will publish, but this just feels so right, right now... wrote this one just a few days ago.
anyway I really hope you liked this poem (one, I'm most proud of probably) - let me know what you think in the comments. And thank you so so much for reading!
