𝚑𝚎𝚢𝚢❤️ 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐...
~ the art of romanticizing life, melancholy and to put it simple: deep thoughts ~
...𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝.
Over quite some time I gathered a little coll...
it's burning in my fingers, it's like I need to start using them for something, use them to do something, just something... I want to write, but I can't seem to write since quite a while, my sentences all feel so pointless at the time.
it's burning in my fingers, I could use them to smoke, to burn some cigarettes instead, but that's too unhealthy - or I could use them to eat, three, four, five, six meals and to throw up after 'cause that's much more like me - but I haven't just said that 'cause I don't want you to worry.
or I could use them to rip my skin off like I did with the leaves of grass, ripped apart, between my guilty fingers - but I haven't just said that either, 'cause that sounds like too much tragedy. and I don't want the pity.
I could water plants in foreign gardens while I don't have any, I could try to lend a hand when it feels like I have one too many. I could use them to clean another shelf in another vigorous attempt to hold on to myself, to cook and to cut rosemary and thyme, or to simply draw a line and to start painting before I lose my mind.
it's burning in my fingers, it's like I need to start using them for something, but not just something...
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