𝚑𝚎𝚢𝚢❤️ 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐...
~ the art of romanticizing life, melancholy and to put it simple: deep thoughts ~
...𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝.
Over quite some time I gathered a little coll...
sometimes I think it wouldn't be real if it was easy, it wouldn't really be me... maybe that's why I like to make life so hard for myself sometimes. because at least then it's real, right? or maybe that's not true at all... but at least then I feel more like myself. I like to be so "somehow", somehow everything, somehow nothing. it's easier for me - euphoria or tragedy... balance is for everyone who isn't me.
I always knew you wouldn't bring balance and I just think to myself maybe that's why you fit so well. is that self-destructive of me? it could be... one day I'll learn to be good to myself. but right now you're here and it's quiet and it's raining, raining all around us, raining heavily... but I don't get cold because it's beautiful, every single tear from the sky seems so beautiful to me, and I catch them and blink them away... it's not easy, it never is, fortunately, right? because that's life - that's how you know it's life.
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Hey, hello! It's been a little while... I've been writing some new stuff, but I have to still sorta contemplate what to publish and what not :) ... but this is from a little book (or more short story) I wrote back in I think december/january of last winter. I wrote it in german initially (someday I'll sure publish it...)
anyway I hope you enjoyed this piece! somehow this actually worked quite well as a translation to english I think :)
thank you so so much for reading! It means a lot. <3
