We Know We Can (book3)

Chapter 13

We Know We Can

© Hardheadeddouche

Continuation..

Justin's POV

My body ignites when she finally set her lips on mine. I feel the sensation and desire that I haven't felt for ages. Pakiramdam ko nabuhay ulit ako dahil sa mga halik nya.

When our kiss started to go deeper ay pinaglakbay ko ang mga kamay ko sa katawan nya. She's still wearing her cloths that's why I take those off. Sagabal iyon at gustong gusto ko na syang makuha.

She moaned my name when my palm landed on her breasts. Oh fuck. Her voice is soothing my nerves and hardening something inside my pants.

"Oh Justin take me now."

"We'll do this slowly. Slowly Tarra."

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And with that last word, name I said nagising ako. Nanlalabo ang mga mata ko at pawis na pawis. Fucking shit. Nightmare!

"Hey, what happened?" Tanong ni Marra. Napaupo ito at nagpupungas ng mga mata habang nakatakip ng kumot ang dibdib.

Umiling ako at niyakap sya. Fuck. Damn it.

"Nanaginip ka ba?" Concern na tanong nya. Inabutan nya ko ng tubig sa baso na ininom at naubos ko sa loob lang ng ilang segundo.

"J-just a nightmare." Singhap ko. Humiga ulit ako at isinama sya.

"D'you want to talk about it?" Umiling ako na ikinatango nya.

I need to get the image off of my head. Damn I still feel her even I'm already awake. Her voice still ringing on my ears and I'm still hard down there.

Hinila ko sa ibabaw ko si Marra at kaagad kong pinasok ang kabuuan ko sakanya. Her protest turn to moan when I quick the pace. I busied myself on her. Doing everything to make her and myself tired. Didn't stop until she falls asleep in my arms.

This is why I hate her comeback. Every night Tarra's messing my head. Moaning and panting, laughing and crying. Every night she's there. Telling me to go back to her. My sanity is slowly drifting away from me and it's all her fault. I'm always reminding myself the same thing over and over. That she left me and didn't give me one last chance. That she did marry another man and she left me nothing but a wounded heart and ego.

I'm not lying when I said that I love Marra. Kasi totoong mahal ko sya. She gave me everything Tarra didn't. She loved me, she respect me, she cared, she understand, she didn't leave even I'm always pushing her away, she's making me feel that she'll always believe in me and not lie to me.

I just want to forget Taharra Smith. To be able to pour my whole heart to Marra, to be able to have a family of my own and to be happy wholeheartedly. But she came back. She's always stuttering and shy around me like she's still inlove with me.

Sana umalis nalang sya at bumalik sa asawa nya. Sana hayaan nya na kong mabuhay ng mapayapa kasama ng iba. Sana mawala na yung halo halong pakiramdam kong nararamdaman para sakanya.

Huminga ako ng malalim at ipinikit ang mga mata ko. I still see her image with my eyes closed. Her smile during her wedding day, that day that I already gave her up, that my heart died.

Muli kong idinilat ang mga mata ko at napangiti sa babaeng mahimbing natutulog sa tabi ko.

'She's your last shot to be happy again Justin. Don't let her go. Love her. Give and do everything for her that you failed to give to Tarra.'