As I'm writing this I realize that we already have almost 1K reads let's go guys that's awesome.
So this is my not-so-good rant for the night...
I've been having a problem when it comes to eating...
...I don't really feel like doing it?
I don't know what's going on with me, I wasn't able to finish 3/4 of a six-inch Subway sandwich the other day ffs.
It's not like I had eaten a lot already that day, I hadn't finished my burger earlier either.
I just suddenly feel really conscious that I'm eating a lot. I feel guilty for eating a slice of my own birthday cake for crying out loud!
I feel like I eat too much. It's just this random thought that came into my head like a week ago or something. It's nothing to do with my weight, I don't think, I'm just not really that hungry anymore. I legitimately thought about skipping both lunch and breakfast today (I only skipped breakfast, I slept in too long).
I don't know what's going on with me. I've only mentioned this to my best irl friend, my parents don't know about it at all, neither do my parents, or anyone else, for that matter. I think I have my yearly physical checkup this week, I might mention it then, but I don't want to have to be put on pills or something...I don't feel like I'm sick, there's just something weird in the back of my brain telling me I'm full way before I typically am.
I feel like I'm forcing myself to eat around my family now, so they don't notice anything is wrong. I don't want food.
Does anyone have any kind of advice or insight that might be helpful with this? I could really use it.
-Cat
