I've realized how much I worry.
I worry about stupid little things like, where I'm supposed to sit in class. Math and science tests. Today I have a math test and I'm just trying not to think about it.
I remember when I had a different English teacher, I got switched out of her class by the way like right on back to school night. The next morning my school switched me because even my mom was scared of her.
But anyways I remember that I had a doctors appointment about my asthma and stuff right after school and I had English class last period. (my school rotates class period times.) I was freaking out because she said that we have to go up in front of the class and talk about a book that we read in class.
I started to freak out and I was feeling lightheaded like I was going to pass out at any second. My heart was racing and then she got to my table and called on me and I stood up. (We actually were allowed to stand by our chairs that what she meant when she said that we have to talking in front of the class oops)
Anyways I just kind of looked at her as she explained the question again. I kept stuttering and I was shaking so much I almost thought I would pass out.
Thank god I didn't pass out. No one would've known what I was going through except for the girl facing me. She was in my science, english and history last year. The same thing happened to me in my history class last year.
-Ash
