So it's 11 pm and I have school tomorrow but I don't want to sleep yet so I'm on here.
I feel like it's been a while since I've been on here, and I left on kind of a bad note (which like 1 person responded to, thanks for the support). I wish I could say I'm feeling better about all that shit now, but I'm not really...don't worry about me though, it isn't quite as intense as before.
There legitimately is almost nothing for me to rant about. I could rant about my mom or my biology teacher, but you guys have heard waaaaaaaay too much about them.
So I'll rant about K.
You remember K, right? That bitchy girl I don't even want to be friends with but am still friends with for some weird reason?
Right. Her.
So a few days ago I was sitting with all my friends at lunch (it's like 14 people at this one tiny circular table, it's so cramped) and somehow the subject of Christmas gifts comes up.
"Oh my god, Catherine, your gift is, like, the best one I'm getting for anyone, you're going to love it."
"Catherine, your gift is the most expensive one I'm buying for anyone."
"Catherine, what are you getting me?"
Ummmmmmm...
Whet.
Dude, 1) I have to buy gifts for my mom, dad, and two brothers. 2) My family financial situation isn't that amazing, my mom hasn't been able to teach as much as usual because of her shitty health situation, so we aren't getting as much income. 3) I'm going to a private school that costs like $14,000 a year, my brother is in college, and my other brother is also in a private high school. Plus I'm going to need to afford college when I'm applying in a few years.
I DON'T EXACTLY HAVE CASH TO SPARE
I told my friends this and I don't think they fully understand it, because they still keep asking if I've done any shopping for anyone yet.
I DON'T START MY SHOPPING UNTIL IT HITS DECEMBER, OKAY???
I ended up saying to my lunch table that everyone is probably going to get some sort of drawing or something, and I got a couple disappointed looks, but I honestly don't care. You get me whatever you want if it's your money to spend. I have limited funds, okay?
So anyway, onto the part where K comes in.
I'm by my friend's locker after school, a common meeting place for us because it's right under a stairwell so we can hang out under there and talk without blocking people's ways. I'm just hanging out, waiting for a text from my mom that she's outside to pick me up, when K comes up to me.
"So, should I cancel your gift delivery since you aren't getting me anything?"
UM??????
I NEVER SAID YOU WEREN'T GETTING ANYTHING FROM ME
my point is that I'm not getting you something that costs a lot/ANY money!!!
Yet she keeps asking me what I'm getting her EVERY SINGLE DAY
CALM DOWN GURL
CALM DOWN
*sigh*
Okay, I should go to sleep.
Oh, but before I go, I realized that it's been just a little over a year that I've been on this account. :-)
-Cat
