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It's Cat again

I'm starting to feel like no one but me ever posts on here anymore...everyone else has their own rant books or is too busy or whatever

But I digress

Remember that girl I mentioned a few weeks ago? The one who stopped me in the hall just to say she didn't like Doctor Who, and then called my friend schizophrenic for no reason?

I'm hating her more now

So I'm sitting in my social studies class, waiting for the bell to ring for the beginning of class, when she walks over to me and says "Why didn't you tell me you liked 5 Seconds of Summer?"

I shrugged, knowing she's criticized them in the past when my friend (A) had brought the boys up in the past.

"I didn't think it was something you really needed to know."

She sort of scoffed at me before walking to her seat a few rows behind me.

She didn't talk to me for the rest of the day.

This week is "Mini Spirit Week" meaning there are special, sort of dress down days with specific themes. Today was "twin day" so I wore my school skirt and A and I both wore the shirts we got at our 5sos concert.

This bitch, I'll call her K from now on, walks up to us at break and says, "Are you seriously wearing that boy band shirt?"

It took everything in me to keep myself calm while I carefully explained to her why 5sos isn't a "boy band" per say. True, they are a band made of boys, but boybands are typically associated with choreographed dancing and songs they didn't write themselves. I told this to K, and she actually nodded, but then A started trying to talk to her about it and she started scowling again.

Thanks, A.

My point is, K is not someone I like. Unfortunately for me, everyone else in pretty much my entire grade likes her. A even added her to this group chat I have with a couple of my other friends from school, and I started internally fuming after I saw. 1) it's our private group chat where we mess with each other. I'm the only one who hasn't added someone without permission from the others yet. It really irks me, and I don't want her in there. 2) I still haven't told A that K claimed she was schizophrenic. I'm scared to, but I don't want this relationship to build if it's going to ultimately crumble. I just don't like K's overall attitude, but I can't do anything about it. I actually sat at a separate lunch table from my usual lunch friends specifically because I didn't want to sit with her. It's like she's driving me away, but not even on purpose. She's just one of those people who rubs me the wrong way within the first couple hours of knowing her.

I even complained to my family about her, and they all laughed at the ridiculousness of the Doctor Who thing, but that's basically all I've mentioned. I'm scared. I don't want to be, I hate it, but I am. And I have to endure the next four years with her hanging around.

I don't know how.

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