Hey guys, I feel like I owe this to you and everyone that is still reading My Posh Idiot. I understand why some may have stopped, I have contemplated finishing this story multiple times because now writing this as an adult in my early twenties and not when I started out in my late teens, there is too much that I've written that does not sit right with me at all.
A month ago I was recently exposed to a R*pe scene on tiktok, which has now triggered my own trauma of sexual assault in the past and I'm now at a point where I'm having a hard time finishing this book. It's not a lot I have left to finish but I have been hesitant in stumbling across trying to update the chapters as quick as possible.
Whilst this story is fiction, some elements of trauma are from my own experiences as well. The same goes for the first book "Posh Idiots".
Now looking back I wished to god I never wrote a book 2. I had no intention of doing so now growing older and researching and coming to my own terms from my experience with sexual assault or any forms of it, it's very dark.
I do plan on updating this Sunday, as that will be the last traumatic chapter, as the chapter after that will be the last and peaceful. But if I choose not to update this week, it's because I really need time with myself mentally because I'm not okay and that's fine. Writing this whole book I was depressed and finishing it I still am, but I will say writing did give me some hope that I could escape the hellish reality that I am living today.
With that said, if this story is causing you any harm mentally and emotionally please stop reading. I care more for my readers mental health than reads.
I am also going to refrain from writing books that deal with traumas like this one as it is hitting close to home.
I started writing Fever and I want it trauma free as much as possible so feel free to read that book (for my anime girls!).
I will update my profile if a new my posh idiot chapter will be released this week.
See you soon,
Mylittlethingx
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My Posh idiot (BOOK 2)
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