Goodbye Graceful (Ronnie Radke love story, 3rd book in The Drug In Me series )

37. Sleeping Over?!!

**** hey guys I'm so sorry I haven't updated earlier. I'm just having so trouble with writing, I know what I want to happen I just can't really put it on 'paper'. But here I am. As always, I hope you enjoy :)

song is Which To Bury, Us Or The Hatchet by Relient K, I think it was raisedbybandz who told me the story reminded them of the song. I agree :) new character soon, but for now enjoy some fighting ****

*Ronnie*

I barely slept that night, staying up and refreshing twitter until I saw post upon post upon post of Ashley and Ryker together.

It made me sick, and she was touching his chest, and cuddling him, and, and, and-

I was fuming the whole night. Even when I did fall asleep, I was still obsessing over it.

I had been laying in bed for an hour now, debating whether or not to check twitter for the endless stream of reactions to the Ashley and Ryker pictures-the fans actually had a name for the two of them! Ashker or Ryley.

I remember when Rynnie was the fans dream. Now it's been replaced I guess....

Fucking people asking me how I feel about it......am I expected to be okay with it? Of course I'm not o-fucking-kay with it! It makes me feel like a pregnant lady with morning sickness 24/7.

But why had she called me? Would she have asked me to come over if I had been there to answer it? The questions are never-ending.

Fuck it.

I rolled over, grabbed my phone, and quickly went unlocked it before I could get distracted by all the notifications on my screen.

I went to my contacts and before I could change my mind, I called Ryker.

It was 10, she should be up by now. And Ashley should be gone......

It rang for a while until she finally picked up, making my stomach tie in knots.

"Hello?" a voice croaked. A male voice....

"Ashley?" I said, surprised. Why the fuck was he answering her phone?!! Why was he with her this early? Please don't tell me he slept over.....please no....

"Yeah? Who is this? Ryker's asleep" he said, and I clenched my fists.

"Why the fuck are you with Ryker when she's asleep?!!" I nearly screamed.

I didn't mean to be so rude and loud and mean, but I just couldn't help myself. I was mad, and I was taking it out on others instead of cursing only myself for fucking things up-not that Ryker didn't do her fair share of fucking up...

Fucking....

Oh god, Ashley was with her in early morning, she's asleep-did they fuck last night?!! please no, please oh fucking please no.

God damnit, what the fuck!

"Uh, calm down, it's too early for this shit. I slept over, so what" he said, and I mentally screamed and cursed.

*Ryker*

I woke up with a pounding headache, and the sound of Ashley arguing with someone on the phone.

I punched Ashley's arm and groaned, covering my face in my hands.

"What even happened last night? I'm so sore" I whined, and there was the sound of someone yelling on the phone so loudly I could make out a "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO WITH HER" coming through.

I sat up in confusion.

I know that voice.... What the hell?

"Ashley...." I said warningly, and he looked at me sheepishly, handing my phone.