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Gue tercengang. Bener-bener cengo dan gak tau harus ngomong atau ngetik atau komentarin apa soal ini. Apa bener 'Larry' yang selama ini gue belain mati-matian itu adalah fake? For fuck's sake, itu yang ngomong Louis. Louis William Tomlinson.

Ah, mungkin gue salah liat. Gue ngucek-ngucek mata gue, soalnya ini malem hari. Siapa tau aja mata gue punya kelainan pas malam hari. Setelah gue ngucek mata, gue kembali menatap layar hp gue dengan tatapan ga percaya. Ini beneran. Ini real.

Gue nangis.

Dengan gemeteran, gue kembali menyentuh layar hp gue.

Me: what? But why?

Me: we got lots of proof

Me: you can't deny larry is real

Me: is it because of modest?

Me: this must be fake

Louis Tomlinson: no hun

Louis Tomlinson: it's all real

Louis Tomlison: kinda sucks when everyone says that I'm gay, but in fact I'm straight

Me: no it's not

Louis Tomlinson: it is

Louis Tomlinson: brianna's pregnancy is real

Louis Tomlinson: I was doing the one night stand with her when I was drunk, I was so dumb because I was her best friend

Gue nangis lagi. Gue nangis kejer. Louis sendiri yang konfirmasi kalau... kehamilan Brianna itu nyata. Dia sendiri yang bilang ke gue. Larry itu cuma bohongan. Sumpah, gue ga bakal nge-share dm Louis yang satu ini.

Louis: hey, are you okay?

Me: sorry, I was about going to toilet

Me: I'm okay btw

Me: well, I'm happy for both of you. Your baby must be lucky anyway haha

Me: sorry for larry drama tho

Me: so... larry is fake..?

Me: I really love you, your band, your music. Thanks for the follow!

Louis Tomlinson: no problem. Thanks for all your support

Louis Tomlinson: about larry, yeah, you can tell by yourself

Me: can we talk again through the twitter? I mean, im gonna stop to salking about larry

Louis Tomlinson: of course! But I gotta go now, love you. Bye love x

Me: thaNK YOU A LOT YOU JUST MADE MY DAY

Me: by confirming your bestfriend's pregnancy haah

Me: im so happy for both of you

Me: I love you so much louis

Me: and so much it's hurting me

Me: lol, im just being sarcasm

Me: just kidding jk

Me: ily

Gue berusaha untuk menghapus air mata gue dan tanpa sengaja gue melempar hp gue dengan frustasi. Masa bodo hp gue bakal rusak, gue bener-bener ga nyangka ternyata Louis bukanlah seorang homo seperti yang gue kira selama ini. Ternyata Louis sama Harry sama sekali ga pacaran, padahal sumpah gue selalu perhatiin cara mereka natap satu sama lain; bener-bener dalem. Dan setelah gue liat tatapan mereka satu sama lain, gue yakin saat ini gue belum pernah jatuh cinta. Termasuk juga sama doi yang udah gue suka selama 3 tahun belakangan ini.