See You Later...[Sequel]

|The Way It Used To Be|

I looked at my hands as Robert turned off the t.v. and walked over and sat next to me on the bed...I could feel his eyes on me..and all that could be heard was the sound of rain furiously falling against the window, a sad smile crept onto my lips, "Remember....when we went for a night walk in the park and it started to rain just like this..." he nodded "And you had the grand idea of challenging me in a race and we both slipped and you fell and took me down with you on the grass." he said..I started to laugh, "And I smeared mud all over your face.." he chuckled but that soon stopped and he looked at me seriously again, "What happened?" I sighed.... "I brought you up to James...and asked why he doesn't like you...it turned into this whole big fight...he kicked me out of his apartment..he thinks because I won't have sex with him that I am not over you.." I saw something in his eyes for a second 

..but he hid and stayed quiet for a bit..he cleared his throat, "How long ago?" "About an hour ago..." "How did you get here?"...."Erm...walking. I got directions from some lady in Walgreens." I could see him clench his fist through my peripheral vision, "He just threw you out onto the street?" I nodded, "Yep. We...we are done." he got up and paced around slowly, he took a deep breath and wiped his face with his hands, "So you walked here alone in the pouring rain?" "Yuuuuup." I said while popping the 'p', "That son of a bitch. Next time I see him-" "Robert....sit down." he looked at me and his face softened...he came back and sat next to me..."Are you high?" he asked while looking in my eyes... "No..I wish." he put his hand over mine, "Don't say that...do you have any on you?" "No.." he nodded "Good....well you can stay here, tomorrow I will take you back to your dorm." I couldn't understand why he was still helping me...he got up and walked to his suitcase which was packed next to the door, he brought me jogging pants and a t-shirt...I had a flashback of the first time I got high at Ivy's house.. and walked home in the rain..and Robert took me in and gave me a spare pair of clothes.. I caught his hand as he placed the clothes in mine, "Robert...why don't you hate me?" I asked quietly.. he looked at me confused.."Hate you? I could never hate you...Yes, you can be stubborn...ignorant, incredibly hard headed..I mean seriously sometimes it's like I'm speaking to a wall.." "I get it!" he smirked and looked at me, "But I could never hate you Amanda, even if I tried too and believe me...I tried to..after we lost touch..I went into a horrible place, I took time off work, locked myself in the house..the only time I ever went out was to buy more booze or cigarettes, I ignored everyone. My hair grew out and my beard was a full on nest..and I grew a little beer belly.." I looked down at his stomach and I honestly couldn't look away..uff he is perfect I practically started drooling, he lowered his head to meet my eyes, "Yea I know...ya can't tell but trust me.. it was hard work to get these bad boys back." he said with a smirk while pointing at his abs. I blushed a bit and looked back into his eyes..."Amanda...I never stopped loving you, when I saw you at Ivy and Josh's wedding, I had to remind myself that you were....taken. It's like I was meeting you all over again...of course I didn't come off as much since I'm soo incredibly suave." he wiggled his eyebrows and I rolled my eyes, "But when I spotted you at that table getting some more wine, I swear...it was like a fat boy stranded in the desert and finding chocolate cake." I literally laughed at his example. But then his smile faded, "And then when I saw James come over and act all boyfriendly with you...I was jealous as motherfucker." he paused.."but of course you couldn't tell...cus I'm incredibly suave." I started laughing again, "That's where you're wrong...I could tell." his face inched closer towards mine and he lowered his voice, "Oh you did huh?" "I know you too well.." I managed to squeeke out the closer he came to me, the more I leaned back until finally I was completely laying on his bed and he was hovering over me, our noses were touching, I hadn't been nervous with Robert since before we first started dating..but he was seriously making my heart race, right as he was leaning in closer, closing the gap between us I quickly rolled off the bed from under him and stood up..."Uh, I'm gonna shower...don't wanna get sick." I said awkwardly while grabbing the clothes he gave me and walking quickly to the bathroom. I closed the door and leaned against it, "Holy crap..." I said to my self, I looked at myself in the mirror..I really did look like shit! I took off my clothes and stepped in the warm shower, all I could think of was Robert and if he would be waiting for me when I got out of the shower...what was he doing? Why did he do that? Was he planning on having sex?! I baven't had sex in four years! Oh god..as I silently freaked out to myself in the shower, I didn't hear the bathroom door open, and I didn't hear the shower curtain move, but I did feel a pair of hands slide onto my hips, and rub up and down my sides slowly. He took his hand and slowly moved my hair to the side so that he could kiss up and down my collarbone and kneck, as he was kissing down my shoulder he ran his hand down over my arm and lifted it, and there visible deep bruises from James grabbing me and pushing me out the door, "Who did this?" he asked while rubbing his thumb over my bruise..."James..." I whispered, "He hit you?" "No...when he grabbed me and pushed me out of his apartment..this happened." I could feel his jaw clench as he rested his head on my shoulder... he sighed and started to kiss the back of my.neck.. "Promise me you will never go back to him...." "I.....I don't know..I can't promise that." he started sucking deep into my neck, I tried to stay calm as my eyes rolled back, "Promise me Amanda." I shook my head slowly, he stopped kissing me and just stood there behind me...'is he mad because I won't promise? Uff his kisses felt amazing.' I was to scared to turn around, he grabbed onto my waist and I moaned quietly as he pressed himself into me, I could feel all of him.. and I mean literally ALL of him against me. He was hard and that only excited me more. I finally turned around to his once brown, now dark lust filled eyes as they bore into mine. There was a small smirk on his lips that disapeared as he leaned in brarerly grazing my lips, "Promise me.." he whispered...I was seriously dieing...the things this man did to me..but I couldn't promise something that I was unsure about? I know once James sobers up he will realize what he did...Robert ran his his fingers down my body slowly grazing past my skin with the tips of his fingers, I was getting chills.. he went all the way down until he all of a sudden cupped my mound, my voice hitched and my eyes opened wide in shock as he just looked me calmy in the eyes. "Promise." he said again..he wasn't doing anything..just cupping me, I was frustrated...then I realized what he was doing..."You're trying to manipulate me aren't you?" He smirked, "Eh, I prefer the term Seduce." Again we just stood there staring at eachother, he then slowly entered two fingers into my slit whille looking me dead in the eyes.. I jumped a bit..but it felt good, I leaned into him and rested my head on his shoulder while I pulled on the ends of his hair as he moved in a slow circular motion..."Do you Promise?" he whispered huskily in my ear...I nodded frantically, "Say it." he said sternly, "Yes yes I-I promise." I whimpered into his shoulder...he moved his hand away and looked at me, "Good girl." he slapped my butt and without another word stepped out of the shower with a smirk on his face, "Goodnight." he called out playfully as he left the bathroom... I just stood there oblivious to what had really just happened... he got me all hot and flustered just to get me to promise? I turned around and stood under the water again and groaned, "You sly little shit...I will get you back." I smiled to myself as ideas started to come to mind.

Once I finished and stepped out of the shower, I peeked out the door to see the lights off and a lump under the covers, which was Robert. I put on the clothes he gave me and walked to the bed, and sure enough he was fast asleep snoring like a baby. (not really..he sounds like a monster) I got into bed quietly, I layed on my side facing away from Robert, I pulled the blanket over myself and closed my eyes, Robert slipped his hand underneath the covers and pulled me closer to him so that we were spooning, I smiled to myself as his face lay right next to mine and his arm slung around my waist, I could hear him breathing, "Goodnight." I whispered and fell asleep, for a short period of time every thing felt like the way it used to be.  

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Here's a chapter for now;D After some feed back and asking around I noticed that most people want me to be more hmm descriptive with the sexy scene or more explicit cus I was keepin it PG for my younger readers buuuut eff it, that is going to change so beware lol. Do you guys think Romanada will be back together? Or will she go back to Robert? OR will Robert even want anything with her again? 25 comments= New chapt! :D VOTE-COMMENT please&thank you<3