The Campus Hotties

Chapter 19 - 19 Seconds

[A/N: Sisingit ko lang po ito guys!!! 19 is one of my favorite dates kasi birthday po ito ng aking lovable, charming, sexy,smart and beautiful friend slash bestie slash whatever you want to call her na connected sa word na friend at slash classmate. Yun lang!! Wala kasi akong birthday gift sa kanya! Kaya eto na lang ang ginawa ko!! I wish you all the best ********. Happy Birthday!! Kilala mo na kung sino ka. Alam kong nababasa mo din to. ^_____^ ]

Dedicated to @HayateNagi

Elandrea's P.O.V.

"Kyle... I like you. " walang reaksyon yung face niya ng bigla siyang ngumiti after 19 seconds. Oo binilang ko yun.

"So... What? " ha... Bakit parang.

"What do you want to here from me? That I like you too. That, sa wakas umamin ka na. Or kaya iha-hug kita? Well. I'm sorry. Kasi ang totoo niyan di talaga kita gusto...

I don't like you, Elandrea. I don't really like you. Sige una na ako. "

Ano ba tong nararamdaman ko? Pwedeng paki-explain. Feeling ko nagtutubig yung mga beautiful eyes ko.

Bakit ganun? Bakit siya ganun? Bakit? Kala ko walang complicated samin. Pero bakit? Bakit ni-reject niya ako? May problema ba sakin? Maganda naman ako ah. Medyo matalino. Baka naman may iba siya?

At saka kung di naman niya talaga akong gusto. Bakit pa siya sakin lumapit? Bakit kailangan niya pang paglaruan yung feelings ko. Tapos sasabihin niya sakin na di naman niya talaga ako gusto. Ang gulo niyang tao. Sana di na lang niya ako nilapitan para di na sana ako nasasaktan ngayon.

At saka crush lang naman yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanya diba? Bakit kailangan ko lang iyakan siya. Bakit naiyak ako sa kanya? Mahal ko na ba siya? Siguro nga mahal ko na siya.

Mahal ko na si... KYLE DE JESUS.

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Paulit-ulit kong tinatanong yung sarili ko ng complicated na tanong pero wala. Wala man lang akong maisagot sa mga tanong ko.

Binuksan ko yung phone ko kasi baka dito maibsan yung lungkot ko. Humiga ako ng ayos sa kama ko. Skini- roll ko yung fb ko. May nabasa ako naman bigla.

~ You're not hurt because you love him, you're hurt because you expect the love that you want to receive ~

Siguro nga ganun yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Siguro nga inexpect ko masyado yung may gusto talaga sakin siya. Kaya siguro nasasaktan ako ngayon ng ganito.

Ang sakit. First ko kasi siya. First Love ko kasi siya at First Kiss.

Binuksan ko naman yung wattpad. May nakita akong notification from Melody16. Tiningnan ko. Story pala. Message niya lang. Hindi siya book. Edi pinindot ko.

Nagsimula na akong magbasa...

HEART'S FIRST HEARTACHE

Once there was a Heart. A Heart that is so full of charm, lovable, kind, and so understable. She met a Box. The time she lay her eyes to the Box. She felt a feeling that no one can explain. She felt happiness because she can knew him. After a few days, Box and Heart get closer than they have thought. Each other side of their stories they already know. They tell their secrets even their most personal privacy they keep telling to each other. But one day....

Heart confess her feelings to Box.

Heart: Box, I like you.

But after 19 seconds Box started to speak.

Box: So.. What? What do you want to here from me? That I like you, that, finally you confess to me. That I'll hug you? Well . I'm sorry. Because the TRUTH is.. I don't like you. I DON'T LIKE YOU, Heart. I don't really like you.

Then Box left Heart broken. Box mark HEART'S FIRST HEARTACHE...

Bakit ganun? Parang connected itong story na ito sakin. Lahat nung sinabi nung Box kay Heart. Parang yung sinabi ni Kyle sakin. Hindi kaya ako yung tinutukoy na si HEART dito?

Pero biglang may nag-notification sa wattpad ko na naman. Ano na naman to? Galing  kay Melody16 na naman..

DON'T JUDGE ANYONE...

BOX'S MARK TO HER FIRST LOVE

There was Box. A Box that is full of charm, lovable, kind, and so understanding. He met a Heart and It is not the first time he saw her. Because he already knew Heart before Heart knew him. Box already like Heart. He likes her so much. That he can do anything just to protect her. But one day.. Her Love For Heart Was Tested.

A Group of Bullies tested him. Because he knew that they will hurt Heart. But it was not continued because he already heard about it. The Group of Bullies had a conversation to Box. They knew that Box like Heart so much. So they tested him. They command him that make Heart fall in love with him and when she confess to him. He should dumped her. But one day....

Heart confess her feelings to Box.

Heart: Box, I like you.

He think of it. He think of what can Heart felt when she will be bullied by those group. He think that if he will let go of Heart. She'll not be hurt by those Bullies. But he made a decision.. A decision that he thought that was right. But the truth is... It was wrong. After 19 seconds,

Box: So.. What? What do you want to here from me? That I like you, that, finally you confess to me. That I'll hug you? Well . I'm sorry. Because the TRUTH is.. I don't like you. I DON'T LIKE YOU, Heart. I don't really like you.

Then Box left Heart broken and it was BOX'S MARK TO HER FIRST LOVE.

Ha.... It means....

Ay meron pa pala. Engot lang. Di pa pala tapos. Mabasa na nga lang.

~There are times that we decide the wrong thing because we thought it was the right thing to do. Like Box, he did the wrong thing to Heart because he likes it so much. He sacrifice for her. Because he didn't want Heart to get hurt. He didn't think that maybe he can protect her in other way... Like, he can be always by Heart's Side whenever she'll get bullied. But to this Heart.... I hope you'll be so understanding. Think of it, NOT ALL YOU CAN SEE OR HEAR ARE THE TRUTH BECAUSE THERE ARE TIMES THAT THEY ARE LIES. ALWAYS REMEMBER TO SEE IS TO BELIEVE. ALWAYS TRUST YOUR LOVE FOR HIM.~

Always trust your love for him.....

I should always trust my love for Kyle...