Miscarriage (Gillinsky)

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Word Count: 558

Type Of Imagine: Sad ---> Cute

"I'm so excited!!!" Jack said as he held my hand as I sat down on the little table at the doctor's office. We were there because I'm three months pregnant and they wanted to check on the baby and possibly give us some photos of him. "Hopefully we can get photos of Sebastian!" He spoke.

"Sebatian??" I asked.

"Yea!" he said sounding like a little boy, he was really excited today, he was seen counting down the days until today. 

"Mr. and Mrs. Gillinsky?" The doctor said as she walked in. 

"Hello." Jack and I said in unison, as we shook her hand. I rolled up my shirt as the doctor sat down in her chair in front of the monitor. The doctor put some gel on my stomach and put the stick on it, looking at the screen. 

"Can we have some photos of him today?" Jack asked her, holding onto my hand. The doctor took the stick and put it aside, turning her chair to face us, I could tell with the look in her eyes that whatever came next was not good. "I'm sorry to inform you but Y/N, you've had a miscarriage." She spoke, causing my heart to break and Jack to let go of my hand.

I came out of the shower wearing one of Jack's sweatshirts and a pair of my fleece joggers. I put my hair up into a messy bun then sat down next to Jack on the bed. Jack's back was facing me as I looked over at him. "Jack?" I asked. He hasn't spoken a word since the doctor broke the bad news to us. 

I sighed as I laid down on the bed and stared up at the ceiling. "It's al my fault, I don't know what I did but I know it's all my fault." I spoke. "I killed the baby that we made before it could even have it's first breath." I said, tearing up. I soon felt two strong familiar arms wrap around me and pull me closer to him then he kissed my temple. "Don't say that baby girl." Jack said. 

"But it is my fault." I said. "I was carrying the baby and I miscarried it!" I exclaimed. 

"Babe shhh." Jack said.

"And now your pissed at me and you have the right to, because I killed our baby. Y-your baby." I said, as my tears ran down my cheek. Jack quickly moved himself so he was hovering over me and said, "babe shhhh." he spoke as he wiped my tears off. "It's not your fault, this kind of thing happens all the time." He spoke, fixing my hair so it was behind my ear. 

"I just feel horrible." i said, turning my head so I didn't have to face him. Jack cupped my chin with his hand then turned my head to face him, I stared into his eyes and soon after he started to kiss me. I smiled into the kiss. "There's the smile I missed so much." he said, smiling ever so slightly. 

I sat up so I was sitting on his lap, my legs wrapped around his waist and my arms wrapped around his neck. "I love you and this baby, no matter what." Jack said. 

"We love you too Gillinsky." I said, smiling wide, leaving a peck on his lips.

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