Race to the Finish

Race to the Finish chp.51

Little sparks sizzled my skin lightly. Luckily it wasn’t enough to make more marks in my already abused skin. 

“So tell me, are you ready to be an obedient little girl?” A sickening voice asked.

I kept my head on my knees and hugged my knees close to me with my arms. I kept quiet not being able to let words out of my mouth. I was just a shell of a body. They killed my soul and spirit. I no longer had thoughts of wanting revenge. I no longer felt anger or even fear or pain. I was numb to all around me. The only thing that rang through my mind constantly was ‘I just want them to finish me’. 

They made me feel worthless and disgusting. I hated myself in every way shape and form. All I wanted was death. I was no older than 11 years old and death was the only desire I had.

“Are you going to answer me bitch?” Sebastian asked in a frustrated yet slightly amused voice.

He again flicked his cigarette at my skin causing it to heat my skin even more and redden it slightly.

Again I didn’t answer him. They’ve practically taken everything from me. All but the one thing left that kept me pure and innocent. The rest of my mind and body was tainted and rotten by the hands of those animals.

“You little bitch!” He seethed.

I ignored him as I have been doing for the past few days. I’ve been stuck here for never ending months. It has felt like an eternity in hell, but I swear hell would’ve been better than this place. 

This place is so horrible and sadistic. The vibes that it reciprocated were horrifically spine-chilling. The inhumane beasts that call themselves Sebastian and Fausto weren’t any better. There weren’t words terrifying enough to describe them. The devil himself would be petrified of them. 

How could people like them live in the world?

What did I do to deserve to be in this situation?

I might never get to know that I answer. I guess I’ll just sit back and let death come and take his claim for me. I will be welcoming him with open arms.

“That’s it. You don’t want to obey, so I will call my dad. Maybe it’s time we take this… another step further.” He smirked hauntingly.

Now that, snapped me out of my numb state. I lifted my head slowly, enough for my eyes, that are now glazed in fear, travel up to meet his dead hazel eyes. 

He smirked slowly and dropped his cigarette on the ground. He slowly walked away as the cigarette gradually kept burning on the cold, concrete ground.

My head spun and my body began shaking. Tears swelled in my eyes and my teeth bit so hardly on my bottom lip, I drew blood. 

They were finally going to take it away from me. They were taking my last piece of innocence and pureness. They were sick of me. They had done everything, but one thing. My virginity… they were going to take away my virginity.

I need to think of something fast. I couldn’t let them do this to me. I wouldn’t let them do this. I will stop them even if I have to stick that burning cigarette into my throat until I die. 

They’ve driven me that far. 

I uncurled my body as much as I could in an extremely confined space. I shook the gate door slightly. It was locked. I shook it again as I was just on the verge of allowing my tears to flow shamelessly down my face and await my much desired death.