Unexpected love

Chapter Thirty Two: Turn back

Emma's POV

"Your ticket, that will be $400."

Luckily i had a huge amount of money on my bank card so i was able to pay for everything.

I thanked her then walked to security. After security i had just enough time to grab a coffee then get onto my plane.

As i sat down and was filled with regret. I missed Killian all of a sudden and realised what i was doing.

It was a huge mistake.

I jumped out of my seat and ran off the plane and through the Airport. I got to the car park and jumped into my car and started the engine. I drive as fast as i could to her back to the house and hug the man i love.

I pulled up in the driveway and left everything in the car and ran into the house.

"Killian!"

"Mom...what are you doing here?"

"Henry, where is Killian."

"He left a few minutes ago but i dont know where."

"Okay, okay you and Liam stay here and don't leave. I'll be right back."

"Mom... He isn't in good form. He's depressed. Find him quickly."

"I will, i will i promise."

I ran back outside and got into the car and tried to figure out where he could have been. I phoned Mary Margaret and David, Robin and Regina so they could keep an eye out for him. I had no idea where he could have been. I drove around the streets of New York hoping and praying to find him.

I got to the studio to check briefly if he was there but no sign of him. It wasn't until one of the receptionist told me he had came and got the keys for the old abandoned studio building that was hidden a few blocks away, surrounded by trees. I thanked her and made my way to find him.

I saw the old studio and ran towards it to see the door was slightly open. I walked in and all the lights were off, i heard noises from upstairs so i slowly walked up. The door to the roof was also left open. I cautiously opened it and to my relief saw Killian standing there, but he was far too close to the edge.

"Killian..."

He slowly turned around and i saw how damaged he was. I had never seen him cry so much before. His face was red and blotchy and he looked so depressed. He had a piece of glass in his hand that had splattered blood on it.

"Killian, what are you doing?"

"Emma... What are you doing here?"

"I couldn't leave, I couldn't leave us. I regret everything i said yesterday and earlier. I was too hard on you."

He nearly lost his balance and i stepped forward to help him. Once he regained his balance he pushed me back, in a protective way.

"Im sorry Emma. I don't deserve you."

"Killian, what are you talking about?"

He stepped closer to the edge and i stepped closer towards him.

"Move away from the edge Killian. Please."

He ignored me and took another step.

"Please Killian!"

He turned to face me then lifted his foot to throw himself off the roof. I ran up behind him just in time to pull him back and cause is to both topple on the ground. I crawled up to him and saw his wrists. He had cut his wrists because of me. He started the groan because he had hit his head when i pulled him down.

"Killian, why did you do this!"

"I couldn't live without you. I loved you too much."

"Oh Killian."

I helped him up and brought him down to the car. I drove us to the hospital for him to get checked out. All they did was clean his cuts and recommend him to a counsellor. I brought us both home and helped him to go straight to bed.

I gave the boys their dinner then went back upstairs to Killian. He was awake but his eyes were flickering as sleep fell upon him. I sat beside him and held his hand as he fell asleep. I turned off all the lights in the room then went back downstairs.

Trying to explain the situation to Liam and Henry was tough but they understood perfectly and promised not to bring it up around him. I sent them both to bed, tidied around the house then went to bed myself.

As i crawled into bed beside Killian he wrapped his arm around me.

"Im sorry if I frightened you earlier my love."

"It's fine, I shouldn't have left you in the first place."

After cuddling with eachother for a few minutes Killian fell asleep. I didn't sleep that while night. I was too worked up about everything to even close my eyes for a few short minutes.

Killian's POV

I woke up with the sun blinding me through the curtains. I look to my right and Emma was fast asleep. Everything that had happened the last two days flooded back into my head. I wanted to forget about it and continue to think about the wedding. But my main concern was to not pressure Emma into having the wedding if she didn't feel comfortable just yet.

Emma woke up and ran straight to the bathroom to be sick. She told me she hadn't eaten in a few hours and that she should probably go down and make breakfast. But me being the over protective husband-to-be i was, i told her to stay in bed and breakfast would be brought to her.

I didnt have to go back to work until next week because of what happened last night. Which left us very little time to plan the rest of the wedding.

By mid-afternoon Emma had got out of bed. She wanted to go shopping with Mary Margaret and Aimee for a while. I of course agreed as i knew she needed to catch up with her about bride/bridesmaid stuff. Plus Emma fell in love with Aimee too and loved to see her.

I spent the rest of my day with the boys, planning on a big surprise for Emma for the wedding. A life-changer lets call it.

| I had no idea whatsoever how to end this hahaha! But im so happy i brought them back together as I couldn't even cope with them fighting.
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