Unexpected love

Chapter Thirty Three: Trust

Emma's POV

I told Killian i was leaving the house to go out with Mary Margaret and Aimee to shop. Which wasn't a lie, i just didn't say what for.

I met up with Mary Margaret in town and i pushed the buggy to give Mary Margaret a break.

"So....what's wrong?"

"What do you mean? Im fine."

"You don't plan trips into town to shop for nothing Emma, I've know you for years remember?"

"Well...... After our little 'hospital' visit, i was told Henry is finally on the mend. So im thinking of opening up the bakery again and...."

"And what?"

"Well, i wanted to become a teacher of some sorts too."

"A teacher?"

"In Elementary school."

"But Henry?"

"I haven't discussed it with Killian yet, but hopefully we an get a tutor or they can go back to school?"

"It's a big step. But i think it's the right one for you."

I smile at her before feeling sick all over again. Mary Margaret could tell i was sick and decided it was because of course i still wasn't eating properly because of my recovery. The medication i was on also made me feel nauseous. We stopped by a Café to get something quick to eat. Little Aimee was also needing her food too.

After the Cafe we brought Aimee to the disney store and me being her Godmother spoiled her rotten to the point were Mary Margaret nearly banned me from the store herself. We also saw some Jewellery stores that were selling ideal jewellery for my bridesmaids. I didn't buy them of course because Killian wasn't with me and we agreed to do everything together.

In town there was a small children's park that we eventually brought Aimee to even though she was still too little for all the stuff. We sat on the grass with a picnic blanket as Aimee learned to roll around from her back to stomach. She was nearly at the age of learning to crawl too which frightened Mary Margaret at how fast she was growing.

I still felt sick at this point and i was having enough of it. I decided to leave Mary Margaret for a few short minutes to go to the Pharmacy and get some nausea tablets. As i walked through the aisles something also spotted my eye which intrigued me.

A pregnancy test.

Without thinking at all i grabbed it and went to pay. The cashier wished me luck which I ignored because it was just a precaution. I phoned Mary Margaret to meet me back at the car park so i can drive her and Aimee home. I didn't want to tell her, not even Killian. Beause it could be negative anyways.

Aimee started to cry on the way and Mary Margaret did her best to soothe her. I helped her take the pram into her house and i hugged her goodbye.

I sat back in the car and took the pregnancy test out of the bag i got in the pharmacy. I had never taken one before because with Henry and Keeley i found out at a hospitals appointment and i never knew i was pregnant with Alex. I read the back and it looked too confusing. I placed it back in the bag and drove home.

I returned home and ran up the stairs quickly with all my bags. When i walked back down Killian stared at me in confusion.

"You okay?"

"Yeah yeah. Just needed to leave some bags upstairs."

"Oh okay. I have dinner on, how was your day with Mary Margaret?"

"It was good, really good."

I sat beside him on the couch and cuddled up with him. I was really unsettled about leaving the bag upstairs in a vulnerable situation. I really didn't want Killian knowing because it could be a false alarm. It was too soon anyways.

We all sat down for dinner and the boys talked whilst i kept quiet which i could tell concerned Killian. Liam had a basketball game but Killian recommend i stayed home. He brought Henry with him leaving me in the house with Scarlet and Ella.

I decided to take them on a walk around our land and they didn't need their leads because they were very trustworthy and didn't venture too far alone. I needed to clear my mind so the walk helped in a way. I still couldn't shake the feeling that not telling Killian was a bad idea. I mean i now know what a fight between us can lead to... So why was i being so selfish about it?

Killian's POV

After Liam's basketball game we went to the frozen yogurt place to get the boys a treat of some sort. It sounded childish but they had been great help with the whole 'me and Emma's wedding/fight situation' so i rewarded them.

I felt bad leaving Emma home alone, but i could tell she was unsettled and tired and wasn't up for going to a basketball game. The whole thing with us fighting really broke her down so i wanted to give her some space. The boys agreed with me that its what she needed.

The drive home was abuzz with Liam's win at the game. We always had fun when we were out together but it felt empty without Emma.

When we arrived home no one was downstairs. As the boys ran to the game room I walked to me and Emma's room to find Emma crying, sitting on the bed.

"Emma, love are you okay?"

Her head shot up and she wiped her face to hide her tears.

"Yeah im fine."

"It doesn't look like it."

"Im just stressed out thats all."

"Well don't be, im right here for you."

"I know. Thank you."

I hugged her and she rested her head in the crock of my neck. I kissed her and she giggled.

"I love you Killian Jones."
"I love you too Emma Swan."

Emma's POV
An hour prior

I had returned home from my walk with the dogs and i knew it was time to take the test. I went to the bathroom and did exactly what the instructions said.

I waited for the results impatiently. This type of test would tell me if i was pregnant and how many weeks along i would be. After 5 minutes of waiting the screen went blank then in black lettering it showed...

Pregnant
1-2 weeks along

My heart dropped into my stomach. I felt sick all over again. Only three months ago i had my surgery, and here i was pregnant. I had no idea how to tell Killian, or anyone else for that matter. I was gonna keep it a secret for at least a little while until i went to the hospital and got it confirmed.

I sat on my bed and cried at the thought of maybe loosing this baby too. I couldn't go through the whole thing again. It would hurt too much.

I hear the front door open and footsteps enter the house. Killian came up to talk to me and i had to lie straight to his face. The pain of doing this was so immense that I couldn't bear it.

I just hope that when i do tell him, he will understand.

|Aghhh!! She's (maybe) pregnant!! What do you think is gonna happennn!! Why do you think she's gonna hide it?? Remember to vote + comment your thoughts!|