Colleen POV
Josh is here. He is finally here and he loves it. I watch his face looking at all the beautiful scenery and it makes me so happy. We walk along hand in hand until its time to turn back to the car and go grab dinner. "Baby, Lets go to dinner ok?" I ask him smiling at him as I squeeze his arm. "Yes lets go" he says kissing my forehead as we make our way back to the car. We drive along for 10 minutes or so through downtown Vancouver and head towards the waters edge. Tonight I made reservations at a sea side place that serves seafood,sushi and steak, so basically surf and turf. The restaurant is gorgeous and everyone from the set told me to bring him here. They said we would love it. We give our name to the hostess as she gathers menus in her arms as she quickly glances at Joshua again and again. I start to giggle as he isn't noticing. He squeezes me as we follow behind her and we order some drinks. "Babe I didn't realize I would love it this much" he says. "I knew you would. Pictures don't do it justice" I say looking through on what to eat. I glance through all the yummy meals and look at Josh. "What are you having babe?" I ask him. He glances up at me. "Wanna share a steak meal and some sushi?" he asks. I nod and close the menu and grab his hand. "Kory is staying at Chris and Jess's house for the next two nights to give us some alone time. He insisted" I say laughing. "Good. I missed my wife" Joshua says sweetly. It makes my heart skip a beat in anticipation. I love this man so much. We order our meals and wait as we sip on drinks and just chat. Mostly about his tour and my show until finally dinner is brought to us. They are huge portions. "Woah!" Josh says laughing as the waiter places them down. "We don't cheap out on the food here. Enjoy!" the waiter says smiling as he turns to walk away. "Josh I don't know if I can eat all of this" I say. "Babe I have seen you eat. You make a dent in for sure" he says laughing. I nod and smile but deep down am a little hurt by his comment. Do I eat too much? I pick at my meal and eat a couple pieces of sushi as Josh holds up a bite of steak on his fork to me. I shake my head no. "Colleen, please try it babe" he says. "I can't Josh. I am full" I say. He lowers the fork and looks at my meal and back at me. "Colleen whats wrong? You haven't hardly eaten anything" he says. I get tears in my eyes but try to hold back the floodgates. I don't want him to see my struggle.
