JOsh POV
I would have jumped onto the plane right after her if Erin wasn't home at my house. I couldn't leave her. I crawled back into my car and drove home miserably upset because of how I left things with Colleen. Its not like I thought she cheated on me and got pregnant with anyone else. Its just I remember a few years back when her old tour manager had a crush on her and he made it blatantly obvious. He told her privately that he wanted her to marry him and have babies with him. It was a whole ordeal. I basically punched him out and he almost laid charges on me. I am a jealous guy when it comes to my wife. I finally get home and walk in to see Erin and Adam snuggled up on my couch together watching a movie. "Well,well,well....what have we got here?" I ask jokingly. Erin gets red in the face and Adam sits right up. "Relax guys I am joking" I say smiling sitting on the couch across from them. They both smile and hug each other. "Joshua, whats wrong?" she asks me as I wipe my face. "Ah, just your brother made a stupid comment before Colleen left" I say trying to smile. She nods and sits beside me rubbing my back.I see Adam get up and head to the bathroom giving us a moment together. "Josh, talk to me please" she says seeing me get more upset. "Erin, Colleen just told me she is pregnant" I say smiling. I hold up my finger to indicate to keep a secret. "That's amazing" she says crying hugging me. I grab her back and I start to cry and tell her through my tears what happened after that. "Josh go see her" she says. I shake my head no. "She will be home in 10 days and I can't leave you" I say. "Josh, I feel so much better. Adam is here for me. I really like him" she says. "I saw that" I say sarcastically. "He is a great guy Erin" I say. She nods and I go to stand up. She grabs my hand. "You going to be ok?" she asks. "Yup. No worries" I say as I walk down the hall towards my bedroom.
I text her a million times while she is on the plane. I know it has wifi. I see her read all of my messages but she doesn't respond until I write:
COLLEEN, IT MAKES ME SO UNBELIEVABLY PROUD YOU CHOSE ME TO BE YOUR HUSBAND AND NOW THE FATHER OF OUR CHILD. I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID. I KNOW YOU WOULDN'T CHEAT ON ME BUT I THINK OF BRIAN WANTING YOU YEARS AGO AND ....IT MAKES ME JEALOUS. I ALWAYS THINK YOU WILL GET SICK OF ME. I LOVE YOU XOXO
I see her read it and starts typing.
JOSH PEOPLE ON THE PLANE ARE LOOKING AT ME CRYING. I LOVE YOU TOO BABE. I WILL NEVER LOVE OR SLEEP WITH ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU. YOU ARE MY WORLD AND MAKE ME HAPPIER [MOST OF THE TIME] THEN I CAN EVER IMAGINE. PLEASE LETS ENJOY THIS. I LOVE YOU XOXO
I start to cry reading it. She is incredible.
