Colleen POV
I am sitting on my laptop at my dining room table. I have got Chris on Face time and its 2:23am. "Chris, I don't like this scene at all at 28 seconds in" I say quietly. He nods and writes it down and listens for more direction after seeing one of the final cuts. "I also want more music at the cooking scene at 3:31 in" I say rubbing my forehead. "Colleen, lets do this tomorrow. We both need to sleep plus I am not feeling the greatest. I can come over after lunch ok?" He asks. "I think that sounds like a great idea Chris" I hear Josh say standing behind me. I look up at him and wave goodbye to Chris as I close my book. He closes my laptop and sits down beside me. "Colleen, we have been home for 2 months and you still don't relax. What don't you understand?" He says angrily. "I understand that I need to get shit done" I say standing up. I start walking down the hall as I hold one hand onto the wall and one hand on my belly. I crawl into bed facing the centre of the bed when Josh crawls in as well. I turn over facing away from him immediately hugging my pillow. "Need anything baby" Josh says rubbing my back. "No" I say quickly. "I love you so much baby" he says kissing my shoulder. I pull my shoulder away and scoot away from him and closer to the edge. "Be mad all you want. I am not apologizing. You are over 6 months pregnant with cervical cancer" he says. "Really I didn't know? " I say sarcastically. I start to cry and he reaches for me again. I stand up quickly out of our bed and grab my pillow and start making my way to the spare bedroom. "Colleen why is everything an argument? I care about you" He asks sitting up. I keep walking and ignore him totally. I lay down on top of the comforter and crash. I am exhausted.
I wake up the next morning and I have a blanket on me. Josh must have done it. I slowly sit up and feel some pains in my lower stomach. Maybe Josh was right. I stand up and make my way to the door and down the hall looking for Josh. "Josh?" I say as my feet slowly move. I hear voices coming from the kitchen. I see Erin sitting on the living room couch as she catches my eye. I look at her in a panic as I slide down the wall. She races over to me. "Colleen!" She yells and then I see Josh and Adam come running behind her. "Fuck!" I hear Josh say as he grabs me. "I'm sorry baby" he says crying. "Whats wrong hun?" He asks looking me up and down. "Some pain" I say. I see Erin calling on Josh's phone. "Erin is calling your doctor sweetheart" he says. I wrap my arms around him and try and relax.
