Save Me from Myself

Chapter 50

Esme's POV

"ESME! ESME! ESMERALDA!" Cali screamed from the hallway, attempting to wake me up. I was already awake, stupid insomnia. I got up and opened the door.

"CALI! CALI! CALLIOPE!" I said, mimicking her enthusiasm. She glared at me.

"Don't use that name..." she mumbled.

"Your real name?"

She frowned, "Yes! You know I hate it." I smirked at her and she embraced me tightly. "Today's the day!!!" She yelled in my ear.

I rolled my eyes and hugged her back, "I'm aware. But holy shit this is the most emotion I've ever seen with you, are you feeling okay?"

She flicked me on the head. Owwwwie. That butthole. Then she said, "I'm excited!! First, we're going to a hospital that's outside of.. this hospital... that's so redundant... but anyway, second WE GET TO KNOW THE GENDER!!!"

I smiled at her and held my stomach, "I can't believe they're letting you go with me. They're not letting Layla and Joey."

She grinned mischievously, "Well, I'm very good at persuasion."

I arched my eyebrows at her and she laughed, "I had to threaten a few nurses." Oh Cali. Those poor nurses.

After an hour or so, we were taken to another hospital that was only a few miles away. I was shaking so much, I could barely breathe. Cali grabbed my hand, "Calm down, it'll be okay."

I shivered a little, "How can you be so sure? I don't want kids Cali. I'm 17. What if something happens or he or she ends up being sick because of the drugs??? I'll never forgive myself..."

She sighed, "Esme it's not your fault you're in this situation. It's that son of a bitch's fault."

I frowned at her, "He may be a son of a bitch, but he's the father of my child. I don't know what to do..." I mumbled. She was about to answer, but then we were escorted inside.

When I finally got to go into the office, I was shaking and sweating. I don't know why, I guess I was just nervous. I had to lay down and the nurse put weird goo on my belly.

While we were waiting for the results, the nurse decided it was the PERFECT time to lecture me. "You know sweetie, I think you're throwing your life away. This is a child, not a pet. I mean you're only 17, what are you going to do with your life? How are you going to make money?? Mommy and daddy won't be there to support you forever, and frankly---" she blabbered, then Cali interrupted her.

"Let me stop you right there. She was raped. Mind your own business, lady. Oh! And there is no mommy and daddy, she lives in an insane asylum. I would watch what you say." She said, very seriously.

"Oh my god Cali! Now she's going to be all scared..." I thought to myself.

The lady turned completely pale and apologized nervously. I have to say, it was quite funny. I think she thought that I was some mass murderer.

"We have your results, Mrs. Knight. " the doctor said, walking in with his clipboard.

"And???" I asked anxiously. He smiled warmly at me and sat down. He glanced at Cali.

"Is this your.. um.. girlfriend?" He asked. Cali laughed and then accidentally snorted.

"Yes. Yes I am. Love you babe." She answered. I turned bright red from laughing so hard. I'm straight!!! I've never been mistaken as a lesbian before. Joey would be dying of laughter right now if he were here

"Love you too. Now what's the gender??" I questioned.

He smiled, "Genders."

WAIT WHAT???!? "....GENDERS??? HOW MANY CHILDREN AM I HAVING???" I asked, a little too loudly. He laughed at me.

"Only 2. Twins." He answered, still grinning. I wasn't excited. ONLY 2?????!?!! I HADN'T EVEN SIGNED UP FOR ONE.

Cali, however, was practically jumping with excitement, "Twins!!!" Yes Cali, twins. I appreciate the enthusiasm, but you're not the one who's going to have two children come out of your vagina.

I regained my sanity, well... sanity isn't the right word..., and I asked, "What are the genders then? Boy and boy? Girl and girl? Boy and girl?"

He smiled yet again, this man definitely didn't see the fear in my face. I was terrified. One kid is bad. Two??? Pray for me.

"Boy and girl."

Wow.... Twins... A boy and a girl... What the hell am I supposed to do?? Fucking Mason. It's all his fault. I don't want to have kids.. Why did he have to do this to me? I don't even know how to take care of myself, how am I supposed to take care of two kids??
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:-) You guys now know the genders!!! I hope you guys are okay with twins, and I will explain more in the next few chapters. Please tell me if there's anything you're concerned with regarding this story, I don't want anyone to be confused or concerned. Don't be a silent reader!! Thank you for reading!!
♡♡Christal