Save Me from Myself

Chapter 46

Addison's POV

"ADDISON HAILE. UP. NOW." Someone yelled right in my ear. Ummm I'd rather not get up. It was Mrs. Linda, the lobby lady. ...why was the lobby lady waking me up??

"I'm up. What is it?" I mumbled.

"What happened yesterday??" She questioned.

I sighed, "Well, I woke up and went to take care of the babies and I saw Isabelle in the floor so I got someone to call 911. Then, I went to the hospital to make sure that she was okay. Why? Is there a problem Mrs. Linda?"

She glared at me, "You didn't tell anyone that you were leaving."

"...I walked right in front of you..."

"ARE YOU SMART MOUTHING ME YOUNG LADY? BECAUSE I WILL SHUT THAT DOWN RIGHT NOW." She screamed.

Lady. I just answered honestly. Is honesty a crime nowadays? "No. Sorry." I grumbled, and she walked away proudly. That bitch woke me up before the sun was up for THAT? Ugh. Some people are just so rude.

Cali's POV
To be completely honest, I was pretty surprised when Joey didn't scream at Esme. He's getting better. So sooner or later, he'll leave.

I'm proud of him, I really am, but I really don't want him to leave me. I know exactly what Esme would say to me if I said that to her. "Well, you could always try to get better." Well, that's what the old Esme would say.

She's still the same girl, it's just... now she's pregnant and she just seems more hateful.

She's starting to act more like me.

And that's really fucking bad.

However, I'm so glad that we made up. It would've really sucked to have her against me any longer.

She walked out of Joey's room with her head in her hands. "You okay, Esme?" I asked.

"No. Not at all. Remember, I've been doing drugs and drinking for 3 months... I've had the baby the whole time Cali!!! Not to mention I've had scary withdrawal problems lately." She answered, freaking out and taking deep breathes.

"Hey, it'll be okay. It always is." I answered, trying to comfort her. But how could I? She did stupid stuff, and now her baby is going to have to pay for it. I couldn't say that to her though. She would completely break down. She might completely break down anyway, who knows? It's Esme.

"No no no it won't! My baby is going to be hurt or something because of it... and what am I going to do when he/she is born??? Does Mason get half custody?? Who's going to take care of them?? WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO CALI??? Should... should I put them up for adoption?? I'm only 17, how am I going to support a baby??" She exclaimed, going on and on and on.

See, This is why i'm very glad that I'm a virgin. I don't have a chance of getting pregnant, thank god. I can't even take care of myself, how would I take care of a child? Exactly.

"Calm down, Esme. Maybe we could call your mom? Talk to her about it?" I suggested.

She shook her head, "Maybe tomorrow, not today... Hey Cali?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm having a strange craving for pickles. Is there anyway I could get some pickles?" She asked, walking back to her room.

I sighed, "Maybe. I'm not sure." I started feeling really dizzy again. Shit. I'm trying to have a conversation. "I'm--I'm gonna head back to my room. Feeling sick. See you later." I mumbled, practically jogging into my room.

My stomach felt so bad, I thought I was gonna fall over and puke right there.

Hey, what do you know? Maybe pregnancy is contagious.
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I'm wondering where to go with this story at the moment. I know exactly how its going to end, I've known for a while, but I'm not sure how to get it there. I might stop updating every day, just because i need to take a few days to decide what to do next. I don't know yet. Well, stay tuned! Thanks for reading!
♡♡Christal