[2] not so fangirl ;; 1d

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Me: LOUIS WHAT THE HELL

Me: DID YOU JUST KICK ME OUT FROM THE GROUP

Louis: hanya berhenti untuk berbicara dalam gadis bahasa indonesia. Saya sangat frustasi

Me: whAT THE HELL RFEAIFHUIYHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Me: what's wrong with you???????????????????

Me: are you trying to speak in my language?

Louis: kinda

Louis: how's that?

Louis: well FYI I'm good at language. I can speak france a bit, why not speak in indonesian

Me: well good..

Me: but FYI too, it's google translate AF

Louis: how to speak indonesian?

Me: gonna tell u if u invite me to the group rn. K.

Louis: chill

Trus tiba-tiba, iPhone gue getar-getar, banyak banget notifikasi masuk. Percaya deh sama gue, itu dari grup.

WELCOME BACK AVRIL

Louis invited you to the group.

Niall changed the group name.

Niall: WELCOME BACK AVRIL !

Liam: shut up nail

Diana: I'm coming louis

Diana: I'm going with niall

What the hell.

Niall: because her roomate was being sucks, so I'll pick her up

No, no, no. This is not gonna be happen.

Apaan sih. Omong-omong, semenjak Diana makin menjauh dari gue gara-gara sama mereka berempat (well, gue nyebut mereka sebagai kwartet sialan, but it doesn't matter at all), gue berusaha buat bener-bener ngejauh dari dia. Gila, gue kesel parah. Bodo amat mau gue dikatain childish, tapi ya gue emang gini. Guenya juga waktu itu udah berusaha buat jadi pengertian, karena gue mikir ga mungkin juga Diana nempel terus sama gue kayak lesbian gitu. Enggaklah, ga kayak gitu. Maksud gue, just don't forget the one who always been there for you no matter what situation you're in when you have tons of new friends. Gitu doang sih. Gue udah confess, tapi tetep aja dia gitu.

Intinya, gue bener-bener kesel dan sakit hati. Ga benci sih, cuma sakit hatinya ga bisa ilang.

Jadi ya sekarang gue ga punya temen yang bener-bener deket. Gue masih trauma ngasih kepercayaan ke orang-orang semenjak Diana – orang yang pertama gue percaya malah ninggalin gue di saat gue lagi butuh dan nanggepin cerita gue dengan seadanya doang. Dia yang dulunya ngasih gue saran bagus, akhir-akhirnya malah nanggepin cerita gue dengan... yah, gitu deh.

Apalagi dengan kondisi gue yang kayak gini. Gue lumayan famous, di kampus juga gitu dan otomatis banyak yang ngedeketin gue kayak ngajakin jalan bareng. Tapi percaya deh, ga ada satu pun yang bisa bikin gue nyantol parah selain Diana.

Me: I have photoshoot today. I'm not joining you all, sorryyyyyyyy

Louis: I thought you have a photoshoot at 4?

Me: yeah, but maria has just told me that there was a re-schedule

Liam: ok, you still need to go after that

Louis: you drive your car?

Me: yeah, of course

Me: idk liam, i have a test tomorrow

Louis: but you told me you have no test tomorrow...

Louis: what's wrong with you?

Louis: are your plans magically changed?

Niall: avril what's wrong?

Niall: we haven't seen each other for a week, I've missed ya buddieee

Liam: I haven't seen her for a month

Louis: probably bcs you're being busy with your friend

Liam: who?

Niall: who ?

Louis: zayn

Liam: oh, come on just admit it you miss him

Louis: of course I do

Me: oMGGGGG IFGIERGIAHIUFG

Me: I MISS ZAYN SO MUCHHHHH

Me: HOW'S HE?

Liam: he's good

Diana: well, I think I can't go tonight

Me: I WANT TO MEET HIM SO BAD

Me: to tell him that he's amazing

Louis: are you two still don't talk to each other?

Me: gotta go now, I have a class

Lah enggak, gue ga bohong yang soal gue ada kelas lagi, emang faktanya habis ini gue ada kelas Hukum Perdata, which sucks AF. Mumet kepala gue lama-lama, tapi entar kalo gue bolos, gue kan pengen cepet-cepet lulus. Rencananya tiga tahun sih.

Gue nyalain airplane mode dan nge-lock iPhone gue. Gue minum kopi yang tadi gue pesen, setelah itu gue pergi dari kafetaria ke kelas yang gue tuju. Iya, gue sendirian di saat yang lain pada sama temen. Seperti yang gue bilang, gue masih aja trauma buat terlalu deket sama orang. Yang ada entar makin sedih kalo ditinggalin.

"Avril!"

Gue noleh gara-gara ada yang manggil gue. "Hey," sapa gue sambil senyum. "What's up?"

"Tonight, I'm making a-far-home-parents party. Mind to come?" informasi Bea ke gue, dia ngomong sambil senyum.

Entar malem kan gue udah janjian makan malem di restoran sama Louis, Liam, Niall. Kalo gue ga dateng, entar gue disindir-sindir di grup. Tapi entar gue dikatain ngintil mulu sama fandom. Lah, ini gue harus bagaimana. "I don't know," kata gue cengengesan.

"Alright," Bea ngangguk-ngangguk. "Tell me if you're coming. There'll be Jace, oh my God! That cute famous freshman!"

"Ah that guy, I know him. He looks good and cute," tapi ya bodo, tetep gantengan 1D lah kemana-mana. "I think, I gotta go now. I have class."

"Oh, okay."

Dan gue buka pintu kafetaria.

"Avril, wait!"

Gue diem di tempat, nunggu Bea nyamperin gue. "Yeah?"

"Wanna hang out tomorrow? You know, just chilling like go shopping or just hanging out to eat a lot of food, maybe?"

"Sounds good," komentar gue.

"What about 3 p.m.? You have no class, right?"

"I do," gue ngangguk. "Okay, 3 p.m."

"Okay, see ya."

"See ya."

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wha sepertinya zayn bakalan ada di ff ini lho, stay tune saja wankawan. alasyu ol