You're still the One

Chapter 39

Claire's POV

I asked him if his memory is coming back.

But he just looked down and sighed hard

At this point, i know now the answer..

"Claire..." He muttered as he looked at me straight in the eyes

"Harry, answer me..Is your memory coming back?" I asked calmly holding my tears

"No..." He firmly said as he rubbed his head. 

I know remembering his memories makes him stressed. I could see it in his eyes.

I softly rubbed his cheeks as I smiled 

"Ohhh..Sorry if I'm making you stress..I promise, I'll not do that again.." I said and leaned closer to him and wrapped my arms around his waist

"I'm sorry.." I whispered and pecked his lips and smiled 

"It's okay. You just not have to worry...I'm gonna recover soon.." He said. 

No Harry, I hope not..

I kissed his lips softly rubbing his chest. I slowly pulled away and smiled at him

"I'll finish cooking first so we could eat.." I said 

"Okay..I'll go take a shower first." He whispered and pecked my lips one more time before he left 

I continue cooking. I'm looking for salt until my gaze landed on his medicine at the end of the table. It's for him to help him to recover his memories. 

I thought for seconds. I picked it up

Once his memories came back, I know what will happen next...

He doesn't need this anymore..

So I tossed it in the trash and immediately covered by other trash so he could not see it

I sighed hard as I swallowed. 

It's better for him not to remember those memories with his soon to be ex-wife 

Jennifer's POV

It's been 3 days since Harry left our house.  And in those 3 nights, there was no time that I didn't cry and hug his pillow before I sleep

I'm so tired of crying and hoping that he will come back to me, to us..

I'm still waiting for him to open our front door and run to me and hug me and will say, 

"I Love you, Jennifer.." 

I have no idea when he will come back and when will his memories come back. 

I'm hurting from within, I feel so sad. I'm lost for words, I miss him really bad.

I'm so scared of thinking about it. What if, it will not come back? Ever? What if he will never recover all those memories we've shared together..?

I wish I knew a magic spell to bring him here and make him remember me

I wish I could turn back time so I wouldn't have let him leave the morning before his accident..

I wish I could stop missing him so that my heart wouldn't grieve... But i can't..

Sh**t!!

I can't help it but I felt my eyes teary again..

I was laying in our bed as I'm staring at our wedding pictures on the wall. The smiles we had shared that day, the laughs, his annoying jokes that makes me pissed but smile eventually cause he will tickle me.