Best of both worlds

Chapter 20

"Hey Y/N! Over here!" Joe waved at me, he was in a group with Caspar, Simon, oli, Jim and joe weller, they were all kicking an old football to each other. I ran up to joe, I wasn't dressed up, I was only wearing a t-shirt and leggings "hey guys" I waved at the group and they all waved back "hey Y/N, I heard you were in hospital all night last night, what happened?" Oli asked, I don't think anyone else here apart from joe knows about the fight "Dan and Phil went at it again" I replied "again?" I nodded at him. "Oi, Caspar!" Oli kicked the ball to him "so why aren't you with Dan?" I don't know why but whenever I heard dans name I felt like punching a wall, I have a lot of pent up emotions "he dumped me and called me a bitch" I blurted out, I should not have said that, everyone stopped kicking the ball "he called you a what?" Joe widened his eyes at me "I thought you would've know joe, didn't Zoe tell you?" I'm surprised Zoe didn't tell him, then again she was probably a bit pre occupied "she told me that Dan and Phil had a fight, not that" it was then and their when I realised that I had to tell someone else other than Dan, Phil, Zoe or Louise about what happened last night "what else happened that we don't know about?" Jim asked me, I retold them the horrors of that evening, everything apart from what happened to Phil, I don't think he would want it to spread. "Well where's Phil?" I scratched the back of my neck "promise you guys won't tell anyone?" They all nodded, I took a deep breath and told them "he attempted to commit suicide" I saw their jaws collectively drop "he didn't, Phil would never do that" joe brushed it off "that's what I thought" I said "but Zoe updated me last night and told me he will be fine" they all breathed a sigh of relief and kept playing football.

After a few hours of playing different games we all decided that we should go home and get to work, I hadn't uploaded in weeks, my fans must be getting worried. I was just about to walk out of the park when joe w stopped me  (w for weller) "hey Y/N, if you want me to have a word with Dan, I will be more than happy to oblige" maybe it would do Dan some good to talk to some different you tubers, I know it certainly helped me out a lot "sure, just go easy on him, he's probably not in a great mood today" he nodded "see you later then!" He waved as he walked off "bye!"

Joe w's POV

The taxi pulled up to his flat "thanks mate!" I handed the taxi driver the money and hoped out the car. I ran up the steps to the front door, I think I remember which door is theirs from a vlog of his, I knocked on the door "Who's there?" I heard dans voice "it's joe weller!" The door opened and I saw Dan, he looked like he'd been crying "you and me need to have a word" I stepped inside "if it's about Y/N then I'm not in the mood" he was being such a dick head "look mate, you need to get your head out of the clouds, you can't just go around calling your girlfriend a bitch, or should I say your ex?" That got his attention "how do you know we broke up?" He turned to look at me "a little birdie told me" I walked into his living room, it smelt weird, like a mixture of cleaning products and blood "so are you going to apologise to her or not?" Suddenly he just started sobbing uncontrollably "woah are you alright?" He kept crying "I fucked up so badly" he cried out, I pat him on the back as gently as I could "Tell me something I don't know" he looked up and glared at me, his eyes were red and puffy "ok ok I'm sorry" I kept comforting him "look, all you need to do is talk to her, Y/N will understand" to be honest I have no idea what to do, I'm just saying what I think a girl would say in this situation  "she won't talk to me, not after I called her a bitch!" I forgot about that, damn he's gotten himself into some deep shit "of course she will, just tell her how you feel!" I reassured him "and really sugar coat it, girls love that kind of stuff" he lifted his head up and wiped his eyes "you think so?" He asked "I know so! Come on, I'll help you get cleaned up".

Your POV-

"Y/N! Let us in!" Louise and Tanya had been knocking on my door for the last half an hour, I was on my sofa buried under blankets and pillows watching Netflix on full volume trying to drown out both Louise and Tanya and my emotions. "Fine! The keys under the door mat!" The sooner I talk to them, the sooner they leave and the sooner they leave the sooner I can cry and stuff my mouth with comfort food. I heard the front door swing open and footsteps coming up behind the sofa "where are you?" Louise shouted, I untangled my arm from the blankets and pointed at myself "down here" I quickly pulled my hand back under. Tanya giggled a bit "how long have you been under there?" Tanya asked me "I don't know, a couple of hours maybe? Time has lost all meaning to me" I moved the blankets around so that only one of my eyes had a gap to look around. "Wow, so edgy" Louise joked "Louise I thought you would've been in a lightly less light hearted mood" my voice was muffled by all the pillows but it was still audible, just. "Why? Dans back from the hospital isn't he? I thought you would be over their babying him" I burst out crying "oh my god Y/N what's wrong?" Louise and Tanya both hugged me, well the mound of blankets covering me "Dan broke up with me!" I sobbed "what? What happened?" I told them about Phil's suicide attempt, the whole bitch thing and joe going over there to talk to him "Phil did what?? And Dan said that?? Who even are those boys anymore?" That's exactly what I've been asking myself ever since the night they fought "I don't know, I'm just going to stay inside and make YouTube videos and eat". Dan needs a miracle if he ever wants even a chance of talking to me again.

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