Hotel Room Service ( A Julian Draxler Fanfiction)[Completed]

Chapter 31

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~Today~

Lila

- Can't believe he's actually marrying this hottie.
Robert said while Meghan looked as if she was angry at him.
- Your taste in women is awfull mr. Lewandowski.
She said trying to play it mad but Robert grabbed her and she giggled.
- You're right Meg. She's nothing compared to you.
He said trying to kiss her but Meghan was still playing it mad.
- Watch your sayings.
She said but she was smiling.
Robert was referring to Julian's wedding which was in every single newspaper. Thomas started this conversation because I'm pretty sure he somehow knew that I had no clue that Julian was getting married. And I didn't. I didn't even know that Julian was still having a relation with Vanessa. When did this happen ? Right after what I said him he went back to her ? And why do I care ? I mean I shouldn't but I can't really handle it.
Robert's attention was now at Meghan's little black dress while he was removing his hand all over it making Meghan giggle. He then whispered something at her ear leading her to the dance floor in the club we usually hang out. Meghan followed him willingly and moments after that they were making out with Robert pulling her straight brown ponytail.
- Do you want to dance ?
Thomas asked me as he understood that I was looking at their direction in the dance floor.
- Sure.
I responded although I didn't want to. But it was the only option I had since I didn't want to talk with Thomas.
- Okay. Let's have some fun then.
He said kissing me aggressively and leading me to the dance floor as well. With dancing I could at least forget what it was bothering me at the moment. Cause I didn't want to think of Julian. Of Julian and Vanessa. Of Julian marrying Vanessa. Thomas was dancing with me, placing his hands all over me but I really liked it this time. I felt like I was taking revenge from Julian which of course didn't even make sense. Thinking of Julian didn't make sense.

Thomas was undressing me from my skinny jeans, placing soft kisses all over my thights. He then took of his shirt letting me kiss his naked chest. He took my face in his hands, playing with my always curly hair.
- I love you Lila, you know that. I don't want ever to lose you.
The insecurity was more than obvious in his voice making me think that he was referring to the fact that he saw Julian in the hotel.
I kissed him so not to respond. I couldn't say that I loved him back cause it was a lie. I loved him. But not in the way he wanted me to. I only loved Julian this way. I wrapped my legs around his thights while he placed me to his bed. He was kissing my entire body and I couldn't stop imagining that it was Julian kissing me.

Julian crossed the lobby while walking to the dining room for breakfast. I didn't know why he hadn't leave yet but I was relieved. Seeing him even in that way was completely making my day. I was staring at him and he must have noticed it or something cause he stared back at me making me blush as if I was a high school girl.
I looked away but before that I catched him smiling.

- Finally our shift's over. I'm exhausted.
Meghan complained.
- Why are you exhausted ? Haven't you sleep well last night ?
I asked smirking knowing exactly what she was doing the previous night to be exhausted.
She rolled her eyes.
- Robert and I just spend some more time together lately.
She said smiling.
- And some nights as well.
I responded.
Julian was at the lobby. I'm pretty sure he was doing that on purpose. I stopped at the lobby, biting my lip trying to make me head to the door so to leave the hotel but I couldn't.
- Are you coming ?
Meghan asked me.
- I'll catch you up.
I said and she nodded exiting.
Julian looked at me as if he wasn't sure of what to do. I went closer to him and he did the same.
- Lil.
- Jule.
I laughed. I always wanted to call him like that again.
- Does my staying here upsets you ?
He asked touching my face.
I looked into his eyes. Why does he have to be so damn handsome ?
- No. Are you leaving soon ?
I asked afraid of his answer.
- No.
He said steadily looking into my eyes.
- I thought you were heading back because.....
I stopped as I understood what was I about to say.
- Because ?
Julian asked looking with curiosity at me.
- Nothing.
I said looking down.
- Lila.
He said making me look at him.
- I've got to go.
I said because it was the only thing it came to my mind.
- What did you want to say ?
- Nothing Julian forget it it's nothing.
I reassured him.
- Please Lila.....
He said looking at me with his big brown eyes.
- Your......your wedding. I thought you......
- You saw the newspapers.
- It's all over Germany Julian.
I said dissappointed.
- I know.
He admitted.
- It seems like you two are back together again.
I said trying my hardest not to burst into tears.
- Yes, kind of. We never really broke up.
I nodded.
- I've got to go. Really this time.
I said faking a smile.
- Sure. See you.
He said letting me go.
I headed to the door. As I was about to open it I hesitated. I turned to face Julian. He was looking at me being sad.
- Julian I......
I couldn't. I wanted to say it. I wanted him to know what he already knew. What I have told him a thousand times when we were young. When we were just stupid teenagers thinking that we have found our significant other. And I know Julian's the perfect guy for me. He was looking at me now with expecation and I gained all the courage I had.
- Lila.......
He whispered my name as if it was the most beautiful name in the world.
- I love you.
I said while tears were running down my face. I felt so embarrassed after that thinking that he didn't feel the same, after all he was getting married.
I walked outside the hotel with tears all over my face. I looked behind me just to check if he was coming after me. But he didn't. He didn't because it was obvious that he didn't feel the same. And how stupid was I to admit something like that. I cried all the way to my appartment. I unlocked my appartment's door to be completely surprised. Candles were there lightning my whole appartment. I was so shocked that I didn't notice Thomas coming behind me. He kissed my neck hugging me.
- I didn't know how to ask this but......are you crying ?
He asked noticing the tears in my face.
- That was so........unexpected......and
....and sweet of you. You completely took me by surprise.
I lied.
- I'm glad you like it. There's more to the surprise.........I've cooked your favourite meal.....and I want to ask you something.
- Something like what ?
I asked feeling dizzy from the surprise and the shock.
- Don't you think that it's about time to get engaged ?
He asked and I looked at him with an open mouth. Was he serious ? He couldn't be, after all we were dating for a short time. On the other hand he wasn't asking me to marry him.
- Julian, that's so nice and sweet of you but I think we shouldn't hasty and.....
- Julian ?
He asked interrupting my monologue.
- Excuse me ?
I asked getting paled. What was with Julian ?
Did he know ?
- You said Julian. You called me Julian.
- Did I ? It's not a big deal Thomas. It was a mistake.
- You see him everywhere.
He said dissappointed.
- I'm sorry. I have a lot in my mind lately......
- I can't believe that your love for him is so strong that you don't care about the warnings of losing your job.
- Warnings ? Which warnings ? And how do you know about that ?
I asked as I haven't mentioned anything about that to him.
He looked at me nervously.
- Lila.....
- How do you know about that Thomas ?
I asked looking angrily at him.