Chapter 19

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~Today~

Lila

- You know it's not that I care or something but Thoma's friend -you know- the Polish one asked me on a date. But I won't accept. I mean I don't want to. Or should I do ? He's.... well he's cute. I mean I like his eyes. But I don't know him very well. What do you think should I give him a chance ?
I looked at Meghan hoping that my expression won't betray me. I haven't heard a single word of what she was saying.
- Sure.
I said minding again my bussiness.
- What do you mean by sure ?
She asked and I looked at her again.
- I mean I agree.
- So should I accept his offer ?
She asked and I couldn't lie anymore.
- I'm really sorry Meghan. I wasn't paying attention can you repeat your problem ?
I asked and she rolled her eyes.
- You're absent minded the whole time. For fuck's sake Lila what's going on ?
- I.....well....it's not me we're talking about.
I said trying to change the subject.
- No. But you don't pay attention when we talk about me.
Meghan said raising an eyebrow.
- I'm really sorry Meghan you can tell me now.
- But you'll tell me what's bothering you after I do.
She said and I nodded.
- Although I don't think you'll like it.
I said just to tease her.
- Fine Lila say first.
- No you do.
- Okay. I told you previously that Robert asked me out. Should I accept or not ?
- Robert ?
I asked making Meghan roll her eyes again.
- Robert Lewandowski Lila.
She said being mad.
- Oh, I see.
- What should I do ?
- I thought you weren't interested in football.
I said smirking.
- Well, who talked about football ? It's the football player we're talking about.
- So, things are serious.....
I said and Meghan laughed.
- No way. He may be a little bit cute. Just a little.
She said but her face become as red as her hair was.
- And how did this whole thing come up ?
I asked raising an eyebrow. Meghan was definitely not the type of girl that would ever fall for a footballer.
- Remember a few days ago that I said that I slept to my cousin's house ?
She asked and I nodded.
- Yes, so ?
- Well, I didn't.
- What do you mean ?
- I mean I didn't sleep at my cousin's house.
- And where did you sleep ?
I asked rolling my eyes.
- It's really not what you think. I was firstly at a club with my cousin then the footballers came since Robert had his birthday and because both me and my cousin had drunk a little more than we should and Thomas knew us Robert insisted both of us to stay at his house. Then the next morning he asked me if I felt better and he started compliment me and he said that maybe we could if I wanted to to hang out sometime.
She said avoiding to look at me.
- Sounds good.
It was the only thing I said.
- Yes. Should I accept ? I thought that maybe you and Thomas could come with us because I feel way too embarrassed.
Me and Thomas ? No way.
- I'll think about it.
I finally said.
- Thanks. You're an angel. Your turn now.
She said looking at me.
- Well, it's not that important......
- Lila!
- Fine, Julian spend the night with me yesterday and broke up with his girlfriend.
I whispered fastly enough and Meghan looked at me with her mouth wide open.
- You mean.....like spend the night with you....and chat ?
- That's what you wanted to ask ? I don't know if I believe him about his girlfriend. They were together just a couple of hours before and I don't think that Julian is the type of guy that breaks up via messages.
I said admitting that that was in my head the entire day.
- Come on Lila. Why should he lie ? And besides his girlfriend was way too....bossy.

- We can cook together if you want. Show me your skills babe.
Julian said as he was starting to cook.
- You like cooking don't you ?
I asked smiling.
- Sure.
He said smiling back at me.
- You have a lot of skills. Good cooker, good footballer......
- Excellent lover.
He added and I raised an eyebrow.
- Let me decide about that.
I said and he looked at me.
- Sure. But the truth should be said sweetie.
- You are a show off.
I said giggling.
- I'm realistic Lil.
He said and I looked at him with an open mouth.
- Can't believe I'm having this conversation with you.
- Why so ? Couples should discuss these kind of things.
He said and I think he regretted.
I looked at him.
- Are we a couple ?
I asked waiting impatiently for his answer.
- Look Lil, I have to get over some stuff.
He said emphasizing the last word.
- I understand.
I replied although I had no idea what he was talking about.
- But I swear I won't let you leave this time.
He said and his eyes locked at mine.
- Have I hurt you that much by.....leaving ?
I asked breathing with difficulty.
- It was......
But his sayings were interrupted by the doorbell.
- Do you expect anyone ?
He asked.
- No.
I replied and I silently prayed it was Meghan.
- Should I......
- No, just wait here.
I said heading to the door.
- Who's it ?
I asked and Thoma's voice made me nervous.
- Won't you open ?
He asked and I bit my lip.
Okay I could open and then find a justification and kick him out. If he sees Julian here things will be complicated.
- Hi.
I said at him as I opened the door.
- Hello beautiful. You look great today.
He said and I raised an eyebrow. I don't think I looked really beautiful wearing an old t-shirt and my pajama.
- Thanks I guess. How come to visit me ?
- I've missed you Lila. And......
He was hesitating and I felt like vomiting.
- If you think that I'm still sad for the guy you're wrong because.......
- That's why I came Lila. I thought of it and although you already know it I want to remind you that I'm here for you and maybe you could give me a chance.
- Thomas I.....
- I don't get why you can give a chance to someone that you just met but not to me.
He said and I felt awful. He would never had his shot but I couldn't do much. I loved Julian.
- I'm so sorry Thomas.
- No need to be sorry. We can try it but that's only if you want to.
He said kissing my hand.
- Thomas I think you misunderstood.....
I said taking a step back as he was coming closer.
- Why are you leaving Lila ? I won't do anything you won't like me to do you know that. I never did. Why should I do now ?
- Thomas please leave me alone.
- You never rejected a suggestion......
- Hello Thomas.
Julian said appearing from the kitchen.
- Julian, what are you doing here ?
Thomas asked looking at both of us pretty confused.
- I came to check that everything's fine.
Thomas looked at me but I looked away.
- You two.....no this is impossible. You're engaged as I remember that's why you came here.
Thomas said looking at both of us in disbelief.
- That's none of your bussiness. You can leave now if you're finished with the questions.
Julian said looking at him.
- Lila what the......
- Julian's with me now Thomas.
I just said and he nodded.
- Fine. I'll leave.
He said and I followed him to the door.
- Sorry that you learned it like that.
I whispered at him feeling guilty. He has always been good with me I should at least tell him that I'm sexually attracted to one of his teammates.
- I can't believe it Lila. I'm so dissappointed. Why him ?
Now my nerves were starting to take the best of me.
- What do you mean why him ?
I asked being mad.
Thomas laughed making me even more mad.
- He'll head back to Wolfsburg Lila. Don't forget that and you'll be alone again.
- But that's none of your bussiness.
I said in an attempt to defend myself.
- But it'll be. You'll feel so lonely that you'll come to me again.
- I'll never do such thing.
- You will. Trust me Lila. You'll need some sex to cheer up.
He said sarcastically and I felt my eyes filling with tears.
- I can't believe you're actually acting like that.
- And we just got started Lila....


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