Destroying everything {Lasercorn}

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Wes

I've been paying close attention to Alexis's behavior. She seems ok and then night comes around and she seems upset. I couldn't tell why though. I assume that it has to do with being away from her friends and Seth.

I was glad to hear that she found someone for her. I know that when she was in junior high right before high school she was having some problems which carried over through high school. I never found out if it got better but she seems better than before.

Of course she still gets down but thats normal, but I haven't seen her show any signs of her wanting to do anything. So it seemed she was ok. But I think this is the second time since she's been here that she's seemed down. I opened my phone and texted Lasercorn.

Me: hey Lasercorn you care about Alexis right.

Lasercorn: yeah of course.

Me: ok because she's been seeming kinda down from time to time so I wanted you to keep and eye on her.

Lasercorn: ok yeah I can do that.

Me: ok thank you Lasercorn.

Lasercorn: no problem.

Me: ok I'll see you tomorrow.

Lasercorn: you too.

I set down my phone and went and laid in my bed. I fell asleep thinking about Alexis. Why did she want to move in out of the blue? Yeah she said she missed me but she never actually said the reasoning. If she misses her friends so much and stuff then why would she decide to move so quickly. Was there something she wasn't telling me?

~the next morning~

I got up and showered and got dressed. I put my shoes on and went to see what Lex was doing. She was almost ready wearing a blink-182 shirt, black ripped jeans, her black boots and a skull necklace. She was applying light makeup and brushed he hair lightly.

"I'm ready." She said hopping up grabbing her laptop and phone and charger. "Ok." I said and we headed to the car. "Want to pick up some breakfast?" I asked. "Uh yeah sure." She said. She seemed kinda quieter than normal.

"Are you ok? You seem upset." I said. "Yeah I'm good." She faked a smile. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Yes. I'm fine Wesley." She said irritated. "Ok. You just seem not 'ok' right now." I said. "I am fine! Jesus christ let it go already!" She snapped at me. "Sorry." Is all I said after a few moments of silence.

We got breakfast and went to work not saying another word to eachother for the rest of the ride. We went our separate ways. Alexis ran into Mari who offered to show her around. I was glad I needed to go talk with Lasercorn.

I walked into the smosh games room looking for him to only find Sohinki and Joven arguing about something. "Guys." I said. They didn't respond and continued talking. "Guys." I said a alittle louder. "Guys!" I yelled and they finally looked at me. "Oh hey Wes. Whats up?" Joven said.

"Where's Lasercorn?" I asked. "Oh he's in the kitchen." Sohinki said. "Ok thanks." I said and ran out of the room and to the kitchen. As I turned the corner going into the kitchen I slammed against someone falling over. "God dammit." I muttered. I looked up and saw Lasercorn on the ground laughing at me.

"Hey Wes." He said getting up and putting out a hand for me. "Hey." I said taking his hand and getting up. "If you were wondering, there are plenty more brownies." He said laughed. "Thanks. But I was looking for you." He rose an eyebrow at me. "My sister is in like a mood today. I don't know why but she like snapped at me when I was asking if she was ok." I said.

"Maybe she didn't sleep well. Or its that time of the month." He said. "Yeah you're probably right." I said. "Now if you'll excuse." I said and walked over to the plate of brownies. "I'll be taking this." I smiled and grabbed the plate leaving the kitchen.

Alexis

Me and Seth got into another argument early this morning. He's such a fucking dick sometimes. I got dressed and tried to be happy. Wes came in and asked if I was ready and we left.

Wes started getting on my nerves asking me if I was ok and I snapped at him. Yeah he was right I wasn't fine but I didn't want him to worry about it and if I say I'm fine just take my word for.

We pulled up and got out of the car going up to the building. Wes was planning on showing me around I'm sure but we luckily ran into Mari who agreed on showing me around.

"Something on your mind?" Mari asked. "Kinda but I don't really wanna talk about it." I said. "Ok no sweat. If you do end up wanting to talk about it later on you can talk to me. Or anyone else in Smosh." She says. That brings a smile to my face and I nod. "Thanks." I say and we continue on around the area.

She showed me the smosh squad room, the different editing offices, the kitchen which she noticed that the full batch of brownies were gone, and then lastly the Smosh games room. It was really cool.

"Wes did you take all the brownies!" Mari yelled jumping on Wes. "Oww." He said laughing. "Yeah..." he sighed and took out the plate that only had four left. "You sugar brain doofus." She ruffled his hair.

"Umm. I'm gonna go sit in the Smosh squad room and get on my laptop." I said and turned around. "What? Come on Lex you just got here. Chill with us for awhile." Sohinki said. "Well I was planning on going and looking for song requests for my next video." I said turning back around. "That can wait. How often do you make videos anyways?" Joven said.

"I post as often as I can Joven. But I have to record it put in my intro and outro and watch through it making sure that it's exactly how I want it!" I yell. My temper has been off the charts today. The room goes silent and I look at my brother who is in awe. I drop my stuff and bolt out of there as fast as possible.

I was starting to have a Panic attack because I was afraid of what they would think of me. My body was moving faster than my mind and before I could think about where I was going I was on my ass going into a full blown panic attack. I knew I slammed against someone but I didn't know who. I hear the person go "twice in one day?" And then get up. I knew it was Lasercorn by the sound of his voice.

"Oh my god! Alexis are you ok." He rushes to my side. My airways feel tight and my lower half of my body feels numb. He hugs me and I slowly calm down my tear soaked face against his shoulder.

I couldn't bare to look up cause I knew that everyone was probably there watching the freak who just had a massive panic attack on her first day at work. I mean just me running would've gotten someone's attention right? I felt like I still couldn't speak and like I was still in a panicky feeling but I was able to mumble one short sentence to Lasercorn.

"Please don't let go."

This got so dramatic. I feel proud of my work and I wrote this all in like a day and maybe a half. So props to me i guess.