Destroying everything {Lasercorn}

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Lex

Its almost my birthday. I hate my birthday. Horrible things happen on my birthday and I can't stand it. August 13th is a cursed day. I mean not just on Fridays. Only my brother so far new about my birthday and I told him I'd cut out his tongue with scissors if he said anything.

Me and him sat on the couch. Damien was over and he was in the bathroom. "Can I please do something for your birthday." My brother whined. "No. You know how I feel about that cursed day. Why do we even celebrate a stupid day. Oh wow I was born such an important event." I yelled.

"Birthday? When?" Damien walked back into the room. "Ugh!!!" I groaned falling backwards on the couch. "Whats her deal?" He asked. "She hates her birthday. Actually she says it's cursed. Which I mean apart from Friday the 13th its a lie." Wes said. "Oh come on. Lets just have like a small get together." Damien said.

"No! I'm going to stay at home in my room with snacks and tv all day." I protested. "Ok then why don't we celebrate the day before or the day after. Lets see it lands on a...." Damien checked the calendar. "Sunday. So we can party on Saturday and you can have your lazy Sunday." He said.

"No thanks. I'd rather not celebrate my birth. Its such a stupid thing. Oh wow I should get crazy because I was born today. Its as pointless as St. Patrick's day." I grumbled. "What did you do last year for your birthday?" Wes asked. "I was dating Seth. Let your imagination run wild." I said bluntly.

"We'll make it special. If you let us throw you a small party with just the people from smosh we promise to make it great." Wes said. "No!" I barked. I haven't gotten to talk to Lasercorn about the situation and I know he isn't handling it well. I don't want him to come here and something happen.

"I'm locking myself in my room with junk food and my electronics and staying up there. Don't try and change my mind so just drop it." I said sternly. "Ok fine. You want to be alone on your birthday be that way. I can't force you to have fun." Wes said upset.

"I don't get why you care so much! Its a stupid day." I angrily yelled before storming up to my room. I luckily wasn't followed. Sure its a dumb day but people should respect the fact that I don't want to do anything for it. I stayed in my room til it was time to eat.

"Alexis I'm sorry about earlier." Wes said. "No I should apologize. I overreacted." I sighed. "I just don't like people telling me my birthday isn't cursed. Every year something happens. Maybe if I stay at home in my room nothing will happen." I sigh.

"Well whats happened in other years?" He asked. "Last year Seth got caught with drugs because we got in a fight and went out with his friends. The year before that there was a gun threat at the store we went to to buy some stuff for my party. And the year before that mom and dad got into an argument and dad left for about a week." Shrunk down rethinking all of it.

"Alexis, none of that was your fault." He said. "It all happened on the day I was born. Its a cursed day and I don't want anything to happen." I said. "Ok. But I'm going to get you a cake." He said. I groaned but smiled at him.

Birthday

I woke up at noon. I looked at my phone to see a bunch of notifications on my phone. Groaned assuming it was people telling me happy birthday on social media or something but I saw a group chat and I felt part of me break inside. It was announcing that Anthony was leaving Smosh. On my birthday.

Its my fault. I felt my breathing get unsteady as I left my room and went downstairs. I saw Wes on the couch playing games. "You're up!" He smiled pausing the game. "Its my fault. Its all my fault....." I kept repeating. He was starting to freak out when it clicked what I was talking about.

"No Alexis. Anthony has been thinking about leaving for awhile now. Its not on you. It may have happened today but its not because of you." He hugged me. "I'm sorry. So sorry. Why do I fuck up everything. I'm such a screw up." Tears started springing to my eyes. "The guys I've chosen to date, my relationship to this. It would just be better if I wasn't born." I started crying.

"Alexis. No matter how much you think you fuck up everything you don't. Lasercorn still likes you and wants to be with you whenever you're ready. He doesn't hate you. And you may make bad decisions but you're human. And I love you. You're the best sister a guy could ask for ok." He said. I nodded crying still.

"Now lets eat some cake and play some games. Sound like a plan?" He asked. I smiled and nodded. "Yeah." I sat on the couch and he grabbed the store bought cake. It was red velvet with cream cheese frosting. My favorite. We ate some cake and then played some games before I decided to watch some movies.

Sorry guys I've had some major writers block and this is a bit of a filler but I needed to get something out and maybe I can come up with something after this. I apologize for my shitty writing.