Destroying everything {Lasercorn}

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Alexis

I couldn't stop smiling after last night. LC carried me in and when he put me in my bed I felt his lips press against my forehead. I wasn't actually asleep but I wasn't going to wake up after that. What was I going to do if he found out that I knew he kissed me. What does that kiss even mean? Does he like me? Was it just a friendly goodnight kiss? I don't know.

"Lex!" I heard Wes call my name. "Yeah!" I yelled back. "I'm going to work! Wanna come along or chill here?" He asked. "I'll stay here. Tell everyone I said hey." I said. "Ok I will." He says and I hear the door shut. I sit up and start playing on my phone.

I get on instagram and see whats going on. I see Seth posted a photo of him and some girls I'd never seen before. I commented "lol you're worried about me cheating and you're out with these hoes 😒😂" i meant it in a joking way but he got mad. "They're old friends of mine. Don't comment shit if you don't even know what its about." I rolled my eyes at that and commented back. "It was a joke calm down🙄" and set down my phone.

I got up and went to the kitchen. I made some ramen and watched some anime on the couch. I turned on Tokyo Ghoul and sang along to the theme song. After eating I turned on the tv and watched modern family for awhile. I went to my room and looked at my YouTube videos. I got some likes and comments from LC other than that and a few other people there wasn't much activity.

I slipped on some yoga pants and a tank top along with my nikes. I put my ear buds in and went for a jog listening to the full "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out" album. After that I took a shower and ate some pudding. Tomorrow I'm gonna go in because staying home is boring.

Wes arrived home not to long after that and asked how my day was. I replied with "ok. Kinda boring." And he was like "you can come in with me tomorrow. Everyone was hoping for your presence there." I smiled at that. I made some pancakes for dinner for both of us and we chilled on the couch.

"So when are we filming board af?" I asked. "Umm well we film it on Wednesdays or thursdays so we can have it edited and ready by sunday to post it." He says. "Ok. Have they decided which game we're playing yet?" I asked. "We settled on drunk, stoned, or stupid. Hope you're ready." He smiled at me. "Oh I'm pumped." I said. I got up and went to my room.

Bling bling

I looked at my phone and I had a notification from Instagram. I looked to see that it was a Dm. It was from Lasercorn which made me smile. Why though? I couldn't like him. I have a boyfriend and I love him very much. But do I? We have nothing in common.

Lasercorn: hey lex whatcha doin?

Me: nothin me and Wes just ate some pancakes for dinner.

Lasercorn: oh cool. Are you coming into the work place tomorrow?

Me: yeah the house is boring.

Lasercorn: cool everyone was hoping for you to be there today.

Me: well be ready to see me tomorrow. I missed everyone.

Lasercorn: i will. I gotta go. See you tomorrow.

Me: bye👋😊

I set down my phone and looked around my room. I smiled at the fact that everyone wanted me to be around. I wasn't used to it. Seth got annoyed easily. Our relationship was rocky and had its flaws but we were pretty lovey dovey at times. I got up and grab my guitar. I began playing Death Of A Bachelor by Panic! At Th Disco. I didn't sing at all until the second verse.

I'm cutting my mind off
Feels like my heart is going to burst
Alone at a table for two
And I just wanna be served

And when you think of me
Am I the best you ever had
Share one more drink with me
Smile even though you're sad

I'm walking the long road
Watching the sky fall
The lace in your dress tangles my neck
How do I live

The death of a bachelor, oh-oh-oh
Letting the water fall
The death of a bachelor, oh-oh-oh
Seems so fitting for

Happily ever after ooh
How could I ask for more
A life time of laughter at the expense
Of the death of a bachelor

I had my eyes closed and I had felt tears welling up. I fought them back and when I opened my eyes I saw my brother there. "Lex you ok?" He asked. "Yeah just thinking." I said. "Ok if you need to talk I'm here." He said and went to his room.

Funny thing was I didn't want to talk about it with him. There was only one person who's name came to mind and I didn't even know them well. Not Wes or Seth. Not even one of my best friends from back home. Lasercorn kept coming to mind. And then the thought hit me like a ton of fucking bricks.

I really do like Lasercorn.

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