From the streets

Chapter 34

It's been a few days and Mya still in coma. I miss her soo much.
Since i been spending time with my family and brother... i started to get my slang back .
Ya heard meh ?

I'm going start back talking like it .. make me feel alot like home. Remind me of my brother too .. when we used ta' kick it.

I been feelin' drained , i low key still feel alone .. i aint got Mya .. i feel closer to her than anybody else .

Ma brotha had a place hea and he was lettin us crash at his place.

Anyway i been praying constantly. From when i wake up to when i go to bed . Everytime i visit Mya i pray for her before i leave.

I sometimes talk to her like normal hoping she would respond . But ion get nun' not a not b absolutely nun'

I was on her youtube acount , seeing a bunch of rappers like Kb or Trip lee , Lecrae . I see one of Lecrae's song dropped yesterday so i clicked on it and got ready for school.

Just fight a little longer my friend
It's all worth it in the end
But when you got nobody to turn to
Just hold on, and I'll find you
I'll find you
I'll find you
Just hold on, and I'll find you

I'm hanging on by a thread
And all I'm clinging to is prayers
And every breath is like a battle
I feel like I ain't come prepared
And death's knockin' on the front door
Pain's creepin' through the back
Fear's crawlin' through the windows
Waiting for em' to attack
They say "Don't get bitter, get better"
I'm working on switching them letters
But tell God I'mma need a whole lotta hope keeping it together
I'm smilin' in everyone's face
I'm cryin' whenever they leave the room
They don't know the battle I face
They don't understand what I'm going through

The world tryna play with my soul
I'm just tryna find where to go
I'm tryna remember the way
I'm tryna get back to my home
But, I can't do this on my own
That's why I'm just trusting in you
Cuz' I don't know where else to go
And, I don't know what else to do

Song was dope as hell . I downloaded it quick quick on ma phone.
Man was relatable.

I grabbed my school bag and started walking to school . I dropped my headphones in listening to the song i just downloaded.

No don't let the fear
Make you feel like you can't fight this on your own
You know I, I'll be there for you no matter where you go
You'll never be alone, no

I was interrupted when somebody tapped ma shoulder . I didnt even realize i was at school.

"ayye man i was callin you " Dennis said. I rubbed my eyes" sorry man headphones was in and blastin" i apologized. Dennis know how i be feelin . He the closest one to me aside from Mya.

"Its alright man , you comin later ?"
I been thinkin bout it lately .. but because i really luh Mya i aint wanna mess up my chances with her.

"Ion know man" i shrugged. I wasnt into it either. I just wanted Mya back.

"Why ? Wassup?" He folded his arms.
"Nun'-"
"You done lying ? Tell me man "
I sighed. "I'm trying to do what Mya would want me to do not just because i love her but because she right. I cudda lost my life and Mya now in coma .. when she wakes up i wanna make her happier than she been before and i wanna keep ha safe. I'm hella tired of havin people runnin after me, forever hiding from somebody i wanna live freely without worries"
When i finished he nodded in understandin.