It's decided.
Yknow, I want you guys to know, when I started this story, I promised myself I would never abandon it and never leave it behind.
That was 2016 me. So young, naive, and in love with Aphmau.
1 year does a lot to a person, changes them a lot.
This is 2017 me. Not much older, but has faced too many struggles in this fandom to cope anymore.
I don't want this to end, truly I don't. I'd write this entire story til it'd end if I was simply able to.
But I can't.
My inspiration is gone, my motivation to write is slipping away with each chapter. My style is shifting, and new interests are racing in like stallions.
I can't just continue doing this, writing this story for a year has given me a lot of reflecting.
If I keep forcing myself everyday to open up my iPad and force myself to write 100 words a day for the sake of finishing, this story will never turn out with the ideal ending I had in mind.
It'll become choppy, poorly written, and that's not how I wanted this to end.
And I'm so fucking sorry.
I'm sorry for letting you down 2016 me, I'm sorry for letting you down everybody who was looking forward to this end, I'm so fucking sorry.
I wish I could live up to the expectations, but sometimes, you just gotta let go of the past.
So yes, enough stalling, I'm discontinuing.
Mourn in the comments as you wish fellow peers, I will allow you to. This story is by far one of my favorites to of written while it lasted.
If you want to, I can spoil what I wish for the ending to be, but if you don't want that, that's okay as well.
thinking, I'll allow you guys to end this story yourselves, IF you want to.
Don't feel forced to.
You can adopt this story and create your own alternate endings as you please.
But, again, I'm so sorry.
This is FandomQueenMC, aka GalaxyTwink leaving this story for good now.
Goodbye. <3
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