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"Ah..." I threw myself over on my bed and sighed quietly to myself.
"Everything is so stressful... Even my days off nowadays. I want freedom, I want-
I shut my mouth off and rolled over to my closet. I got changed real quickly and threw myself again in my bed.
Why did I even bother with them? Garroth, Laurance and Aphmau... I'll just tell them that I never liked them and they were the ones who stayed with me.
Is that going to hurt them too much?... Whatever... They'll forget me sooner or later. It's not like I wanted to be friends with them in the first place.
I looked at the ceiling while my grip on the sheets became tighter.
My cough became stronger and stronger lately and I felt weaker...
Should I take a rest? No! I'm going to lose my opportunity to gain more money than usual! This will help us out!
Ugh.... But then again I can't focus on work... I almost fell asleep in werewolf class.
No, no stop being selfish. You got so many responsibilities and I cannot take the burden to anyone else. I'll just...
I'll just... I'll just endure it. This pill should work just fine...
My vision became darker as I became tired.
I should go to sleep...
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"Are you alright?... Maybe you should have stayed home," Joseph asked worrisome.
"I'm fine Joseph, just took medicine. Cold water helps you stay awake so I'll drink throughout the whole day," I smiled at him.
"You look pale tho... By the way, why didn't you come from school?"
I sighed to myself. "Boss has raised to 16 an hour... I could lose this chance."
"Still.. If you overwork yourself you may faint and have to be absent for over a week. It's better to just stay at home for a day or two..."
I pay his head as we reached his school. "I'll be fine. Worry about your grades and we'll go out to eat for ramen."
He waved goodbye and I wen to my school peacefully.
Alright... When they come up to you, you just tell them that you don't wanna hang out anymore.
I never did in the first place..
I took a deep breath and saw Garroth, Laurance and Aphmau in a group.
My eyes eyes sparkled. Perfect chance!
I went up to them and they all smiled. "Hey Y/N!" Aphmau said excitedly.
"H-Hey guys... I have something to-
"Oh by the way, do you wanna hang out again? Garroth and Aphmau saids they're going to be busy," Laurance asked me.
"Well... Actually-
"Wait I cent hear... Fan you speak a little louder?"
My voice trembled. Why is it so hard to tell them?...
"Sure!" My smile turned into a frown and my eyes widened.
Did I just say that?! No no no! Wait no!
"I-I meant-
"Anyways, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the fair on Saturday at like... 11 am?" He asked smiling.
"Yeah sure..."
Again! Once again! Why am I doing this to myself?! "Oh the bell rang... Let's head to homeroom," Garroth said.
No! I missed my opportunity! Now I have to hang out...
I'm so stupid! Baka, baka! You need to learn to control your words and speak up for yourself. You did it in Freshmen Year didn't you?!
Irene I'm so pitiful..
You know what, after we hang out I'll tell Laurance first then Garroth and then Aphmau!
"Why? You seem nice and you stood up for me! I would love to be friends with you!"
Aphmau...
I groaned and slap myself.
"W-Why'd si you slap yourself?" Garroth asked worried.
"..." I looked at him and could see his worried face.
Heh, who am I kidding...
Ivy used to be like this. There's no point. My friends apart from Ivy used to be like this.
...There's no chance that these people would still be friends with me.
Ivy spreader rumors. I'm sure they will as well.
"I heard she got his father killed and that's why her mom left her..."
"Oh my Irene! Really?!"
"Yeah... She's a psycho."
"Shh! She'll hear you!"
"Idiot, I don't care."
My arms trembled at the thought and I gulped. There is no way in the world that... People will understand.
Because there's no such thing that a mom has left her child after seeing her happy around her child...
I sighed quietly and I looked ahead.
It's alright Y/N... Who needs friends when you got your brother and FC?...
Heh, what am I going to do if FC was just a fake friend?...
Actually, I don't doubt it. It can be true. We don't know anything about each other.
So... In the end, he will leave me.
...What have I done to deserve this?
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