Guilty... (36.)

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Everything has gone well unbelievably.

Aaron and I today have made a truce and see how it turned out if we're friends, Katelyn and Aph have come in my life...

And here comes the horrible part.

Touka came back from her little vacation and now work starts at 5:30 now and my paid raise has gone down since it was limited only. Now it's $14 a hour.

The bigger worst news is that... Those three are having their fun. Luckily, they said they got someone else to do homework for them but I still get punched around.

That explains why I have bruises on my face, arms and legs from all the taekwondo they learn and do.

And now, here comes he worst part of the day.

"Ah! Y/N!" Axel said happily as he saw me walk up to him, trying to hide my bruise on my face by 'scratching' it.

"Let's walk home then. Idaly texted me that she's staying in school until around 4 with Joseph to get some things done," he shrugged.

"Axel I-

"Did Joseph not tell you? Geez... That kid."

"Axel I really need to tell you something important," I said and gulped slowly, feeling my heart beat raise.

No... I don't want to do this right now.

But, it's for his sake. If I do this, he won't get bullied anymore.

"I... I don't think we should walk to and from school," I said averting my eyes somewhere else, avoiding eye contact.

"W-Why? We're still talk though... Right?" He said kinda worried.

"W-We will talk. When Idaly visits Joseph form time to time... But, I think it's time t-that we shouldn't be friends anymore," I said with an indifferent face, even though inside I'm feeling guilty.

"W-What W-Why?!"

"B-Because I told you. I would be your friend to help you not get bullied anymore. And right now you're NOT getting bullied anymore," I said making up a quick excuse.

"B-But...

"Axel." I said with a serious face. "I... I..-

I gulped slowly and put my hands behind my back, clutching them harder than ever.

"I-I never wanted to be your friend in the first place. I felt bad for you," I said bluntly and stared somewhere else.

I didn't hear any words come out of his mouth after that. All I heard was the wind whispering. I took a quick glance at him, only to see him looking at the ground, little tears coming from his eyes.

My eyes widened and I bit my lip, holding myself to not hug him  and comfort him.

Why do I feel like this?... I'm usually the one where Axel is standing.

My image of him grew smaller and smaller, like I was being sucked into a black hole. I could barely see his eyes, watering down.

Surprisingly, courage somehow got into me and I walked away, leaving him alone, making the image of him crying alone, smaller and smaller.

Guilt was held inside of me as I continued my way to the back of the school, making sure no one saw me.

To be honest, I deserve to be punched. I broke his little heart. He barely has any friends. But I guess this way he'll make more friends than just holding onto me. Then again....

I sighed out loud, not caring whether someone was around or not anymore.

As I reached the back of the school, I saw the trio.

Jason, Kevin and John...

They looked over at me and smiled mischievously, coming over at me.

My back hit the wall, making me cringe and tremble at the sight of them, knowing that I can't defend or get out of this situation.

For Axel's sake.

A punch landed on my stomach, making me dart down on the ground, unready to feel another punch.

F-For Axel's sake.

I tried to cover my stomach with all my mighty but failed to, as I got kicked, making me feel as if I was going to throw up.

The pain that I felt when they landed a punch or kick, the blood that trickled down my legs, arms, or even face when they hit it multiple times, and the bruises that left a mark to be questioned forever.

For Axel's sake...

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