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Short Story

I just decided to make this short story that came into my head so don't expect it to be good. I'm kinda in a writer's block at the moment since I'm more focused in finishing my other Aaron x Reader, Met In Paradise (Making the remakes) and Levin x Reader sooo I would appreciate if you checked those out if you want. I'm trying to update more often though. But, hope you enjoy!

I've known you for almost a year. It's crazy since it feels just like yesterday when your brother introduced me to you. We connected immediately, and became best friends.

I thought you were hilarious, open minded and fun to be around. I still think that.

You're my best friend and will always be.

After all..

That's what you always call me, right?

I love talking and texting you, your laughter and smile are awesome and I can never get tired of them. When you say 'girll' after I say 'boi', it just never fails to make me smile for some reason.

You're really nice but can be evil at times which I know of. Blackmail was the first part of your evilness except, you didn't really do anything bad. But you're still mean.

I trust you. I know you would never tell anyone else about what I told you. Stuff I never tell anyone else. Whenever I cried or felt horrible, you were there and made me laugh my tears away.

I didn't want to date in high school and instead wait until later on. Dating just wasn't a thing I was interested in. I was more interested in graduating and getting my degrees, especially my doctoral degree. You know I always wanted to be a pediatrician.

But even though I don't want to date..

..You made me change that haven't you?

When did I exactly gain feelings for you?

When you showed I could trust you? When I first met you? When we were alone talking without your brother for the first time?

I don't even know..

You're a gentleman but can also be an asshole when you want to be. It's something I love about you.

We have a sense of humor we share that no one else gets.

But..

I keep encouraging you to get with this friend of yours that you've been liking for a while. She likes you back, no problem?

Why do I keep encouraging you though?..

Probably because maybe seeing you with someone else will make me move on. Maybe encouraging you to be with someone else will instead push me to not like you anymore.

But that's not the case.

That one time I set you up with my friend and you, it just hurt me.

Every single time you said,

"Sorry, I'm in a call with my girlfriend, I'll call you later?"

"Oh I'm texting her right now."

"I have plans with her, maybe next time?"

"Oh sorry I'm going somewhere. Talk to you later!"

Even if that relationship didn't last long, it still hurt me really bad.

So why am I pushing you into another relationship after a year just to feel the same way again?..

I guess just seeing you smile can make my heart all crazy. I love seeing you happy..

So..

If it takes to just for you to be with someone you love just to see you happy,

I'll do that.

One day I'll tell you how I feel. Maybe after you're married? Maybe when you forget about me?..

I know that will happen..

One day you'll only focus on the one you truly love and I will just be nothing to you.

Having to hold in every single tear as you speak about her, I'm glad you haven't noticed.

It hurts to like you and I didn't even ask to have feelings for you in the first place..

But with every step, I'll support you so,

Be happy.

I don't know I just felt emotional today. ._. It started with something and my AVID teacher ended up comforting me. Plus, she's my favorite teacher so her words meant a lot to me. A teacher took a part of her busy schedule. Well, I did end up crying for the first time in front of someone so I guess that's new. I just hope my friend who was with me in there as well doesn't tell anyone about it.