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Short Story (Again!)

Sorry! I will update this book soon but for now.. I just wanted to update something I guess lol. This short story actually I can relate to a lot and I made on the spot so, it might not be good at all. ^^ Anyways, here ya go!

I remember you and I would always just have lunch together. Just the two of us. At some point I thought inviting my friend would make things more lively and you would make a new friend but..

I didn't know this would only make me feel weird.

Yes, I had feelings for you but thankfully I stopped and could only picture you as my brother. I teased and annoyed you a lot which helped me to get my feelings to finally go away.

My friend.. You'd didn't really get along with her at first haha..

Now look at you both!

You like each other..

That's awesome, I'm supportive of you guys! You're a great guy and my friend deserves a great guy!

So..

Why am I feeling this way when I'm supposed to be happy for you?..

You're my best friend. I should be happy for my best friend, right?

I am happy for you. I should be happy for you.

So why am I not happy for you?..

You're smiling, laughing and enjoy having her around. She misses you even when you're just a classroom apart. She cares about you. You deserve her. You're happy and your happiness matters to me the most.

I had this weird feeling again come back to me.

So..

I annoyed and teased you again. Instead, about her.

'Just date her already~"

"You want her to be your girlfriend after all, right?~"

"You love her~"

"Aww you guys look good together."

It made you kinda mad when I annoyed you so..

I stopped and I kinda beat myself up over for making you feel hurt and uncomfortable.

I decided,

It's probably best if I try to be a little nicer.

Maybe it'll be best if I leave you alone for a while.

She showed me how much you guys text.

..You text her more than me.

Haha, I'm not surprised. You did say you like her a lot after all. I'm really happy for you.

..But

I'm slowly getting sad over you two for some reason. You guys are the only people I hang out with all day.

In the morning and lunch.

You even sat next to each other when you usually used to sit next to me haha..

I'm not jealous and I'm not hurt.

I keep telling myself..

"You're only my best friend."

So I have no clue why it hurts so freaking much!

I don't deserve you, you deserve a better friend than me. She deserves you, she's a great person. I'm not.

I'm sorry I kinda texted you crap about me failing as your best friend..

All I keep thinking about is you.

I promise you, I don't want to! I just want to be happy for you!

But instead I'm just breaking down and not feeling well.

Don't worry,

I will stop this weird feeling. I am just going to picture you as my best friend.

4 years of having feelings for you and I thought I stopped.

Apparently, I didn't and I swear I'm trying my best.

It doesn't help that you're in most of my classes.

Tell me why it hurts so much when she says

"Oh sorry I'm talking to him."

Or

"We're texting right now lol."

Why am I getting upset over stupid feelings?! I wish I never got them in the first place!

I promise you if I could, I wouldn't want to like you!

Gosh..

I don't like you, I don't like you at all.

You're just..

My best friend.

I'll skip lunch and I'll go somewhere else during the morning or try to arrive right when the bell rings so I won't see you two.

I just need to distance myself from you in order to stop whatever I'm feeling.

So don't worry,

I promise I won't interfere with you two. I did say I support you too after all.

And I do.

I won't ever show you what I'm feeling so..

Just promise me,

You'll be happy..

Then I'll be just fine seeing you happy.