Thank You.. (Aaron x Reader) SLOW UPDATES!

I'm sorry... (37.)

Y/N
Next day, I was walking down the hall with Aaron, as some people would call this impossible. It still hurt my heart as I broke Axel's heart into tiny pieces... But that's for the best.

And Garroth and Laurance... If they see me with Aph or Aaron, what will they say? After all I didn't talk to them ever since.

I sighed quietly to myself and Aaron noticed. "What's up?"

"The sky, duh?" I said in a sarcastic tone.

"You know what I mean shortie," He said and copied my tone.

"It's nothing..." I said and looked away.

"You know, I noticed something," he started. "Every single time you lie, you look away or stutter. Or even both..."

"T-That's not true!" I shouted at him, realizing what I've done. I blushed lightly and groaned to myself for being stupid.

"Hey... I know we haven't known each-

"Wrong. We have known each other since middle school. Remember? I was in 7th grade."

"And I was in my first year of military school..." He signed silently and smiled afterwards, bringing me to smile as well.

"Anyways, you know what I mean," he chuckled.

When we got to his locker, I heard the bell ring, indicating to my next class.

"Ah. See you at Werewolf class then, FC," I said with a smile.

"See ya U/N.."

Right as I opened the door to history class, I felt some eyes turn to me, and then looked away, as curious as they were.

I went to my usual seat near the window and looked out, sighing quietly to myself as my heart was hurting emotionally.

I wish this feeling would go away... This feeling of guilt. Why can't I just be hurt physically instead?... The guilt inside of me, trapped at the bottom of my heart. The guilt when I looked at him straight in the face, with the same face I did with Laurance, Garroth and even Aph. The face...

...I regret saying those things to everyone. I felt so doubtful, guilty, and even lonely at that time but now..

Wishing that I could go back in time and didn't say those things to Laurance's, Garroth's and Aph's faces. Even Axel...

What can I do though? After all, I'm doing this just to protect them and protect myself even...

...But I don't want to doubt myself anymore. I don't want to be that kind of person. I want to accept them into my life so... What's holding me back?

"...So split yourselves into groups of 3 and we'll see who is the left one out. Raise your hand if you are left out."

My eyes widened and I looked around as everybody stood up and went into groups of friends and I just sat there, like an idiot.

"So... Apparently we have an even number of Sydney's in this class so no one should be left out."

I gulped and looked across the room to see people in groups of two. In conclusion, Garroth and Laurance were in my history class meaning that...

...They ignored their 'fangirls' requests and went solo as heck.

"Ah... Y/N please go to a group of two. Let's see... Please join Garroth's and Laurance's group."

Why must he do this to me?! Does the teacher hate me?!

Garroth and Laurance both looked at my direction and averted their eyes somewhere else, ignoring me as I came their way.