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I went to Phoenix Drop High with Axel, as usual.
But... The atmosphere was slightly weird...
"Ivy said that she killed her own father and that's why her mother left her..."
"Oh my Irene!"
"Yeah I know! And she has a little brother as well that goes to Phoenix Drop Mid! Apparently, she's keep him hidden so he doesn't spread anything."
"I feel so bad for him! My parents would adopt him!"
I stopped in my tracks and saw Alec stop as well.
He turned his head to me and his eyes widened.
"Y-You lied to me when you said your parents died in a car crash as well?..." Axel said scared.
"N-No it's only rumors I-
"You avoided eye contact and stuttered... I can't believe I was your friend..."
"N-N-No Wait Axel!"
Another person approached me and I looked ahead.
"I can't believe I cried that day when you said I was fake..."
F-FC... No... No...
"You freaking cold hearted creature. Is that why you were so cold hearted to the three of us?" Garroth said.
N-No I would've have loved to be your friends!
A small figure turned to me and I looked at their way.
"J-Joseph?"
"I couldn't have wait for you to be so horrible... I hate you. You don't try so hard for me to be safe and healthy... You're such a horrible sibling..."
N-No... All I ever wanted was friends and for Joseph to be happy... For him to have a good life...
I-I failed you dad...
"Hideous creature..."
"I can't believe I wanted to be your friend..."
"You scare me."
"You can't do anything right. "
N-No... No... No no no! Stop, stop! Stop! STOP IT!
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I woke up, panting heavily.
I was in a closed space, more like a stall...
My phone was on the floor, while I was sitting on a toilet with the top closed.
I picked up my phone quietly and looked at the time.
8:40...
Right, I'm in school. I signed in my homeroom and waiting for the bell to ring.
It starts in about 5 minutes...
I jumped up from the bathroom, put my phone in my skirt pocket and got out of the stall.
I looked into the mirror and sighed loudly.
"I'm so pathetic... That stupid night mare again..." I said to myself out loud.
"I don't want friends... They're awful... People are awful. People are awful..."
The tears burst out like water from a dam, spilling down my face. I feel the muscles of my chin tremble like a small child. There is static in my head once more, the side effect of this constant fear, constant stress I live with. I hear my own sounds, like a distressed child, raw from the inside. It takes something out of me I didn't know I had left to give. That's the way it is when people are hard.
I kept trying to hold my tears in, making them dry as soon as possible. Tho, it didn't seem to help at all...
"I do want friends... I want somebody to rely on, to keep my secrets secured without me worrying that they will spill it out, to the world and create fake rumors about me," I said while tears kept spilling out.
Then, right as I said that, someone came out of a stall...
Like Irene wanted to grant to a wish.
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FanfictionI was broken, I was hurt inside out... No one noticed. I let tears struck down my face and had lack of sleep, no one noticed. I came to school even when I was sick and tired, no one noticed. It was a regular day every single day. I promised myself...
