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(Feeling better and I do have some weird friends lol. I have read every one of your guys comments and I hope some of you guys actually do feel better. THAT IS WHY WE HAVE VIDEO GAMES, FOOD AND BOOKS IN OUR LIVES XD. If some of you need a lending ear, I'm a good listener! Even if you don't need advice and just need to spill your heart out, I'm here for you fam 💙. I don't think this chapter turned out the way I wanted it but... It's still a chapter. Plus, it's almost there to the love dovey party with Aaron~)

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As I reached home, I got ready to go straight to work. Yoshimura told me that I'm still covering for Touka but at least I get paid a lot.

"Y/N!" Joseph called my name and ran towards me when I came into the house.

"Oh Joseph," I said in a monotone.

"Did that guy do anything? I swear to Irene."

"I already told you, he's a chill guy. You just need to see past his scary face," I chuckled and patted him. "Anyways, can you do me a favor and buy some groceries? I feel like spaghetti won't last until tomorrow."

"Yeah! What should I buy then?" Joseph asked as I was getting my wallet out to give him the money.

"Uh.. We could make a pizza since it's been a while or we could make hamburgers or something. I'll make you decide what's for dinner."

"Are you going to be home late as usual?"

"Yeah.. Sorry Joseph. I promise we'll do something fun this weekend. I know we haven't spent much time together," I said and gave him a smile as I put my bag down.

"That's fine... I'm worry about you, you should really get some rest."

"Are you kidding me? When was the last time we had some sister and brother time? Let's go to the arcade or something."

"Alright, just saying. Don't want you to get sick again."

"Hmm Yeah. Don't worry about it. Anyways, I'm going straight to work from here so I'm going to get dressed real fast. Oh, here," I said quickly as I have him the money. "I gave you a little extra to buy yourself something else."

"You don't have to you have bills and-

"Don't worry we have enough luckily! After all, I'm basically responsible for everything. Plus, you're a good kid. Too good actually."

"I'm trying my best just like dad said."

"I know you are and dad is looking down on us, doing his best as well."

Right as I was about to close my door to get changed, Joseph stopped me suddenly.

"Joseph?"

"Y/N.. What would've happened if we were a normal family?"

I looked at Joseph surprisingly as I saw him look down, in deep thought.

I still think about it to this day as well.

"Joseph.."

"I just... I feel a little bit jealous of those kids who have their mom and dad beside them. I always wanted that feeling. I know mom didn't love us but, maybe there was something wrong with me?.."

"What are you saying? There's nothing wrong with you! She was just.. A person who is a monster."

"I know but... She used to hit me and make me cry. To you, she never did it, even when dad was around."

I saw him tear up a bit but held it in, trying to be strong. "I feel like I'm a mistake.."

"Hey, don't say that!" I said as I hugged him. "Are you serious? You're not a mistake and never were. You're the greatest brother I will ever have and the number one person I love the most. Of course, things are hard because dad and mom aren't here and all but, I promise you, I'll never make you feel like you're a mistake."

"Sorry... I don't know what came over me.." I heard him mumble.

"It's alright. Anyways, I've gotta change. You go buy those groceries okay? You can even invite Idaly or your friends over while I'm gone."

"Thanks... Sis," he said with a smile as he went on to his room to head out as well.

As I closed the door, I sighed out loud and changed quickly, as thoughts took over me.

Maybe we should get a car? It would be very usual to drive to and from work. But most of the time I'm not around and Joseph and I can walk from and to school normally.

How about bikes? That way Joseph can enjoy biking but can get to a place faster.

Would it be better if we brought a house instead?

How about-

Ugh...

I'm doing it again.

"Bye Joseph!"

"Bye!"

I'll definitely think about it later..