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This isn't an update and I will update soon, I've just been procrastinating probably and lost interest a bit but..

I wanna share a weird story.

This was probably just a while ago as well lol.

So awhile ago or even when I was younger,

I would think hugs are gross. I wouldn't like giving hugs to anyone and didn't like physically contact. I just liked my personal space and still do. Just touching people is weird to me for some reason and sometimes still is.

In 4th grade I remember this boy who would give me hugs because he knew how much I hated them and.. I didn't like that. This girl did as well.

Whenever people have me hugs and knew I hated them, I would run away and shiver at the thought.

But,

I still don't like hugs but I don't hate them like I used to. If a stranger just hugs me I wouldn't like that.

But from a close friend that would be fine.

Like, G.

For some reason I don't feel weirded out by him when he hugs me.

Instead, I keep remembering the thought and smile at it randomly.

He also makes me smile at times when I'm not really in the mood to.

Bleh anyways,

He once laid his head on my shoulder and that shocked me, but I didn't do anything but just didn't want that to end.

And whenever he just gives me a hug, I can't help but smile and laugh a little! It's annoying and he somehow supposedly likes seeing me smile?

I don't, I hate my smile and laugh. I did it in front of a mirror, I looked hideous. I don't like those features of me.

Anyways,

I also thought when I was younger or a awhile ago when someone was confessing their love for someone.

I was so confused and was like, "Seriously? It's just three words. I like you, I love you, whatever. Plus, how do you even know you're in love? That's just stupid!"

Then..

G came and ruined my "Love is stupid" statement. ._.

Because that fact that I always feel happy whenever he's around and just makes me smile even when I don't want to,

It's weird.

I also imagined weird fantasies which will probably never come true!

But yeah.

I guess whenever I'm around him, the bad thoughts are gone temporarily.

That's the only two reasons why I like school.

G and Orchestra.

Welp,

I'll try to update a chapter soon!