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I'm not sure if I made the right decision in this but lots of teachers have said to do this and I don't want a girl to commit suicide since it's not the best choice. I wanted to take action and not just do nothing.

On the bus in the morning, I sat next to a girl because there was no other available seats.

She spoke to me first, and suddenly, she opened up to me. I don't even know her.

I'm not gonna put everything she said but, I'm just gonna mention the majors.

She self harms.

She showed me her cuts on her arms and that scared me. I didn't know I could meet another person who self harmed. Well, I stopped since I had to. She told me depression did that and I didn't know what to do at that moment.

I wanted to help her, she told me most of her friends were guys and that she had no girl friends.

As well as other personal problems and stuff.

So I wanted to try to be her friend and have her stop what's she doing and not think of suicide as an option. But..

I told my first period teacher about this today. She asked me question you know, name and bus number since I mentioned she told me this on the bus.

After that, a girl in my orchestra class saw me talking to the girl on the bus, the girl in orchestra is I guess you could say an acquaintance and someone who wants to be my friend.

She told me, "Don't give her scissors. She doesn't cut paper with it."

And that caught my attention. I told her I know what she does on her arm and the girl in orchestra knew as well.

So I thought,

That maybe she told others about this and I wasn't the only one she opened up to.

And I feel guilty that I think she maybe wants attention?..

But that's a small part that I think. I think she wants to open up to people about it and wants more friends to talk about it with.

She seems like a quiet person. So, I'm not gonna judge her and think she actually wants attention when I don't even know her.

Maybe she just wants to open up to people and talk about it, you know like wanting someone to talk about it and not be alone. I kinda get it.

But, I kinda understand her in a way I guess.

But did I really make the right decision of telling a teacher?

I'm kinda scared that she'll hate me for that, though not much since I just met her once.

I'm more scared that I made the wrong decision of telling someone about it, when I know how it feels if someone suddenly founds out you self harm and.. That fear you feel.

Maybe I'm overthinking this but, it keeps bothering me.

Thank You.. (Aaron x Reader) SLOW UPDATES!Where stories live. Discover now