(I feel better for right now hehe... ^^' I can't believe I just accidentally poured my feelings out to G though. To my surprise, he didn't think I was burden or being annoying. One moment I'm crying and then the other I'm texting him about how I feel.. It was nice to actually see someone care for once.. He's the best friend I could ever have and I trust him more than anyone I know. He's that awesome. I haven't told him anything of my family issues or how I generally am but, my friend found my account and honestly, I freaked out. I was petrified and I started panicking which led quickly to crying. G made me feel so much better though and stopped me from cutting.. I'm gonna straight out say this: I'm ashamed of myself. When my friend found my account, she made such a big deal out of it it pissed me of. She said that she wouldn't read my stories or make such a huge deal out of it if she did find out of my account. Now, she finds it and I'm doomed. I can't trust her anymore. Heck, she admits it herself so, the only person I can actually trust is G. My friend tells people stuff when I say I tell her stuff so, if she wants to be my friend, then she has to deal with me being an absolute ass. We're going to different schools and I'm fine with that. I honestly don't want to make new friends and rather just read books instead but, that's a different story. Hmm.. Should I expose her? She's following me. Well, them to be exact. Her and my other friend.. Who were saying how they read my books and stuff.. Anyways, I'm not gonna tag them but, their username is MilkyWayProductions. Please don't PM them because of how I feel about them. They'll just think I'm the worse.. Welp, I am the worse but, don't do that. They have a book they made so, I guess you can read it if you want.. After all, they wanted me to give them a shoutout so they could get more reads on their book and I kept refusing since it kinda frustrated me how they could get so many reads just by a shout-out but, I'll keep that to myself. Anyways, enough about me! I'm fine (Not..) But, enjoy the story!)
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"So we have a new member joining us. I hope you will get along with him," Mr. Yoshimura said as he introduced Axel to everybody. "He is new so, I would like someone to show him around and teach him how to do things. Who will be willing to do that?""I will," I immediately replied, shocked by my own self.
"Very will. Alright everyone, we may continue. Y/N, I entrust you myself."
Everyone left the room except Axel and I. It was silent and we just awkwardly glance at each other, trying to avoid eye contact.
"The best way to teach you is to probably show you-
"Y/N."
I got shocked at the sudden, blunt outburst. He looked at me straight in the eye and I could tell, he wanted to ask questions.
"Why would you want to show me around here if you hate me?"
I looked at him as I was in shock and he averted his eyes, waiting for an answer.
"I don't hate you.." I admitted as I fiddled with my skirt.
"Do you? That's kinda hard to believe after what you said straight to my face.."
"Axel I-
"I know you pity me it's alright. I've dealt with it before. If you only want me to become my friend because of pity, then don't be. It's a nice offer.."
"Axel-
"I know you didn't want to become friends in the first place. Who would want to become friends with me anyways?"
"A-
"So anyways, let's just continue-
"AXEL!" I yelled his name as he looked at me with an awe expression.
"Listen to me!"
"..."
"I don't pity you. 'Course, I became your friend in the first place because you were being bullied but, that changed over time.. You're a great friend and it's all my fault. I'm sorry.. I may have been threatened by Kevin, John and Jason..." I said in a whisper tone as I looked away. "I just wanted to protect you from them.."
"Wait. You were the student that was being harassed?!" Axel said as he put both his hands on my shoulders and looked at me worriedly.
"Yeah.. One day they took it too far so I had to be sent to the Nurse's office but-
"Why didn't you tell me?!"
I looked down.
"Because.. That's just how I am. I don't tell people other things and instead, I protect them even if I seem like I don't care at all. If you want to become my friend, just know that I'm an awful person that doesn't know what she is saying until she finds out that she hurt the person she was trying to make feel better.. I'm not good at comforting people at all and I'm not the best friend you will ever have, so it would be better if we're just on good terms-
Suddenly, I got a hug from him and he seemed to be crying silently. I could see a smile formed on his face.
"H-Hey! Why are you hugging me?! We're at work I need to teach you stuff! I just told you we just need to be on good terms!"
"If that are the consequences of being your friend, I will gladly accept that offer."
I felt tears trying to come out of my eyes but I held it in, trying my hardest not to.
"Thank you for looking out for me. I'm sorry I misunderstood you."
"Don't mention it. You don't even have to thank me for it.. Geez."
I made sure he wasn't looking and a smile came onto my face.
Laurence..
Garrote..
Axel..
Aph..
Katelyn..
And FC..
Who knew I would meet these wonderful people?
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