I don't know what it is! It's just one of those days I just wake up and feel crappy and really irritated.
I'm just screaming in my head, trying not to cry while I'm in the bus, yes I'm writing this in he bus because I just want to eat my anger out before school.
I hate this and I want this feeling to go away. Music isn't even helping right now and I'm just trying to think of happy memories. Which kinda helped I guess.
But I feel like crap.
I wanna just lay in bed and be left alone. Like my mind to stop racing so much and for people to leave me alone for a day.
The misery of just trying to sleep sucks.
I only had about 2 hours of sleep because I went to sleep at 4 am but ended up feeling thirsty and kept tossing and turning.
And right now I even feel a little nauseous.
I don't know why I'm so hungry. Which is such a good start in the day..
I wish I could just put my head down and go to sleep.
I just hate that I have to put a stupid fake mask on for my family!
I gave up trying to tell them how I feel!
Ugh
Great I'm at school..
Welp,
Bye.
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